Thx, to people like secrets, katrik, and tyrant.

[runlvlzero]

I'm doing this. I'm getting girly :D

Thanks <3 U 3 are an inspiration.

[Cecily]

Wow. Uh GL!

[HeallunRumblebelly]

...I...Is this a good thing? Did we have a positive impact on this person's life?

[Cecily]

50 - 50 shot of a lifetime of heartache / suicidal ideation or supreme happiness.

[HeallunRumblebelly]

50 - 50 shot of a lifetime of heartache / suicidal ideation or supreme happiness.

Supreme was never a happy person. Wouldn't wish that on anyone.

[radditsu]

Runlvlzero is the kill him/herself type. Goodnight sweet twink. May peter pan guide your soul.

[a_gnoll_pup]

You're welcome but please don't do it to become 'girly', do it because you want to become 'yourself'. You'll be happier if you do that.

[HeallunRumblebelly]

You're welcome but please don't do it to become 'girly', do it because you want to become 'yourself'. You'll be happier if you do that.

After the same fashion though, I've always felt small and weak. If I had the cash to maintain it I would be roided out of my mind. Is that also something you'd support I do because I don't feel like myself? How I would want to look?

[Blink]

After the same fashion though, I've always felt small and weak. If I had the cash to maintain it I would be roided out of my mind. Is that also something you'd support I do because I don't feel like myself? How I would want to look?

I think you look cute.

[HeallunRumblebelly]

In addendum, and I know this is kind of personal, but how exactly do you pay for the hormones and other medical things required to do what you do, Secrets? I don't think that kind of thing is covered under health insurance?

[HeallunRumblebelly]

I think you look cute.

I dunno, man. I go to the gym for years. I've plateaued quite a bit and it eats at me knowing I could break that with the right supplements, but I can't get them, cuz I'm fuck all poor.

[a_gnoll_pup]

After the same fashion though, I've always felt small and weak. If I had the cash to maintain it I would be roided out of my mind. Is that also something you'd support I do because I don't feel like myself? How I would want to look?

As long as it's a healthy dose of steroids/vitamins that you are taking and you see a doctor regularly to check up on your body's levels, I don't see why not.

[runlvlzero]

You're welcome but please don't do it to become 'girly', do it because you want to become 'yourself'. You'll be happier if you do that.

Good point. ;)

I am no longer repressing my desires for free expression in the real world, may whatever you look up to have mercy on your souls XD

[a_gnoll_pup]

In addendum, and I know this is kind of personal, but how exactly do you pay for the hormones and other medical things required to do what you do, Secrets? I don't think that kind of thing is covered under health insurance?

Family doctor prescribes them to me because of my history. I was seeing an endocrinologist until I found the perfect dosage that works for me and then I went to see a regular MD.

The medicine I take has mental health benefits. Oddly enough, out of all of the medicine I have been taking, spironolactone has been the most helpful for my mental health due to its testosterone inhibiting powers.

I may go back to injections someday because i'm getting older, though.

[Blink]

I dunno, man. I go to the gym for years. I've plateaued quite a bit and it eats at me knowing I could break that with the right supplements, but I can't get them, cuz I'm fuck all poor.

If only there were a way to do something regularly in order to earn money...

[Dr. Edge]

You geting your bananna turned inside out?

[HeallunRumblebelly]

As long as it's a healthy dose of steroids/vitamins that you are taking and you see a doctor regularly to check up on your body's levels, I don't see why not.

I'd like to, but test enth is illegal without a doctor's prescription. That's kind of why it was a thing on SR and why bodybuilding forums are so populous--they have nowhere else to go for information.

[HeallunRumblebelly]

If only there were a way to do something regularly in order to earn money...

I do that, but there's only so many dicks to suck around here.

[Tecmos Deception]

Definitely, definitely not enough female ass and breast threads.

[HeallunRumblebelly]

Definitely, definitely not enough female ass and breast threads.

https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQpz-uryxd3TOzb8t6dWS5fsuU8P9Q7kr9T33SpRjUIamctSzwkng

[runlvlzero]

In addendum, and I know this is kind of personal, but how exactly do you pay for the hormones and other medical things required to do what you do, Secrets? I don't think that kind of thing is covered under health insurance?

I plan to start by removing body hair with an epilator, going to someplace like http://www.yesstyle.com/en/home.html buy some Korean mens shirts with rucking and growing a hairstyle that's not a crew cut, flat top, or bald.

No need for hormones right away. I plan to work with what I have, I've seen some very masculine women, and some very feminine guys and lots in between.

I just want to be beautiful rather than an "ugly" "guy". I went and did my tour in the military and bulked up and I looked good (way to mean) by male standards, but I didn't feel me. I was still a lumped into that meat head stereotype and expected to fulfill it. I was still expected to chase women and fulfill all the males roles in civilization. No stuffed animals, no high heals, nothing beautiful, just bearskins and muscle =/

I'de rather be ridiculed for wearing something frilly or a bow in my hair and be respected by myself and a few people who really do understand. I plan on finding a way to make myself both pretty and acceptable to the mainstream, either as an artist or a model. I'm going to aim for the stars =) better than repressing myself and accepting a lot given to me by my birth certificate.

[runlvlzero]

And yes, I realize you were addressing that to secrets, but I thought I would answer as well. Since I believe we may have similar goals =) from my perspective.

[Shannacore]

Any 'before' photos?

[Rellapse36]

U gonna take 8 inches up the doo doo hole?

[a_gnoll_pup]

U gonna take 8 inches up the doo doo hole?

casuals. try 12.

[radditsu]

Any 'before' photos?

Just pounds of fat. Everywhere.

[HeallunRumblebelly]

12 inches gotta be at least 6 sigma above. I'd be impressed if you could bat that high :p

[Cecily]

Ingrown hairs suck and the uneven tension on the skin with an epilator can screw up it's texture. Plucked chicken skin look I think I read. That never happened to me, but definitely got some ingrowns. Might be certain spots on your body you really don't wanna use it, chest hair tends to grow back badly. Might wanna wax if you can, that's at least even pressure on the skin. And it's really hard to pass without hormones. You need to talk to a shrink asap or check out inhousepharmacy.com.

[Rellapse36]

How you gonna remove all your ass hair?

[HeallunRumblebelly]

How you gonna remove all your ass hair?

You busy this weekend?

[Cecily]

Fucking laser beams.

[radditsu]

How you gonna remove all your ass hair?

Bleach

[Sidelle]

I plan to start by removing body hair with an epilator, going to someplace like http://www.yesstyle.com/en/home.html buy some Korean mens shirts with rucking and growing a hairstyle that's not a crew cut, flat top, or bald.

No need for hormones right away. I plan to work with what I have, I've seen some very masculine women, and some very feminine guys and lots in between.

I just want to be beautiful rather than an "ugly" "guy". I went and did my tour in the military and bulked up and I looked good (way to mean) by male standards, but I didn't feel me. I was still a lumped into that meat head stereotype and expected to fulfill it. I was still expected to chase women and fulfill all the males roles in civilization. No stuffed animals, no high heals, nothing beautiful, just bearskins and muscle =/

I'de rather be ridiculed for wearing something frilly or a bow in my hair and be respected by myself and a few people who really do understand. I plan on finding a way to make myself both pretty and acceptable to the mainstream, either as an artist or a model. I'm going to aim for the stars =) better than repressing myself and accepting a lot given to me by my birth certificate.
Good luck with your transition. I have to take my hat off to you. Doing what you're doing takes a hell of a lot of courage. Especially to loved ones. How does your family feel about it?

[Champion_Standing]

http://media.tumblr.com/760aea3699b458713bae3ae1ace24167/tumblr_inline_mvgrqcVloh1rujkbp.gif

[Blink]

You busy this weekend?

rofl

[HeallunRumblebelly]

Relapse is the kind of guy who would call my bluff. And I'm the kind of guy who would take a joke too far. This ass would get waxed.

[a_gnoll_pup]

Relapse is the kind of guy who would call my bluff. And I'm the kind of guy who would take a joke too far. This ass would get waxed.

I'd wax your ass :3

[HeallunRumblebelly]

I'd wax your ass :3

I mean, there's probably some sexual ennuendo there, but it really does need done.

[runlvlzero]

Lol @ all the friendly banter and thanks a lot for the support and tips about the skin. I figure either nair/or showergel, epilator, because shaving itches and leaves stubble like mad. I'm going to give the epilator a shot, I've heard good things about them from Sarena's youtube channel. Having no hair on my boobs is an amazing feeling. TBH I'm already producing my own naturally higher than norm estrogen levels, I have a chromosomal anomaly (lots of science was done at a medical school). I've been steadily loosing weight for the last year, and am getting back down to my military levels of BMI but with a lot less muscle and my more normal fat (which is ironically closer to a womens BMI, no matter what I do).

I do plan on getting with a shrink, I want hormones/therapy and to be passable one day.

My mom is really being cool about it. I don't talk to my father, my brother and Uncle don't know (Uncle says dumb shit like he want's to kill homosexuals) and my sister is in a long term relationship with someone transitioning (whom I am also really proud of, friends with).

Wax woulda been my 1st choice before researching the epilators.

[katrik]

Congratz, Runv..! Be patient, save your money. Proud of you.

Hi Cece..! Miss you..!

[runlvlzero]

tbh, I'de be happy with 6" rellapse )

[Mac Dretti]

Do you tuck it up into ur butt or did u chop it clean off

Srs question

[runlvlzero]

Oh yeah, and you guys have all the b4's your going to get ) maybe i'll do a few pics with clothes, hair, makeup, and stuff on b4 therapy

[runlvlzero]

Do you tuck it up into ur butt or did u chop it clean off

Srs question

You don't need to do anything to it, but would probably opt for castration if I wen't full on transition. Don't think I'de get the surgery for a vagina though.

[Tasslehofp99]

gross thread, makes me sick.

[Sidelle]

Don't think I'de get the surgery for a vagina though.

How come?

[Cecily]

That's great to hear you have some family support. I'm wishing you the best and hoping it goes smoothly for you.

Hiya Kat! Miss you a bunch, too.

[runlvlzero]

How come?

Honestly, I like my penis, even if I don't like using it for the normal thing sexually. I don't hate it.

Normal vagina's bother me a bit, and fake vagina's are just not there yet. Penis is no probs right now, Can wear clothes over it and no one needs to know bout my little secret LOL.

[Blink]

I mean, there's probably some sexual ennuendo there, but it really does need done.

Heallun is going to mess around and get kissed.

[runlvlzero]

I think heallun's AV is totally cute =) prob deserves a kiss, they are a super nice poster.

[HeallunRumblebelly]

I think heallun's AV is totally cute =) prob deserves a kiss, they are a super nice poster.

Glenn is fantastic. And I'm good, really.

[HeallunRumblebelly]

Really do hope you're happy with the decision. I know I blow secrets a lot of shit about it (mostly because I started off talking to him when he was a dude then all of a sudden he wants to be called "her" and "she" :P) but I honestly cannot fathom the courage it takes to do something like this. I have no desire to and don't understand it much, but transexuals really do have it bad out there. Wish ya luck.

[Took]

This is an elf simulator forum, stop using RNF to positively reinforce your shitty decision to make yourself feel better about what you want to do.

[Cecily]

A member of our community is making a big life changing decision and sharing it with us. If no one cared, we wouldn't have over 50 replies.

[Took]

No this thread has 50 replies because mostly everyone playing here is a virgin.

This thread reminds of that time the tranny was posting selfies nonstop in the RL pic thread. Bitch probably hit level 15 and quit, was literally just using the community to build up her self esteem. I fucking users like that.

[Cecily]

I fucking users like you.

[Asap]

No this thread has 50 replies because mostly everyone playing here is a virgin.

This thread reminds of that time the tranny was posting selfies nonstop in the RL pic thread. Bitch probably hit level 15 and quit, was literally just using the community to build up her self esteem. I fucking users like that.

You mean katrik? She has a 55 shaman.

Why do homosexuals and/or transgenders make you so mad?

[HeallunRumblebelly]

You mean katrik? She has a 55 shaman.

Why do homosexuals and/or transgenders make you so mad?

I've actually always wondered that. Why should one even have an opinion on someone who's homosexual / transgender? Sure, they can be 'icky' and you may not want to fuck them, but outright hating someone who has nothing to do with you is pretty fucking strange to me. And it's not really uncommon.

[Nirgon]

Havin' a lul with this one boys

[Giovanni]

need pix

[Rellapse36]

thx to these forums I no longer hate fags or transgender people and i accept them for who they are as people

ROLL TIDE

[Took]

Why do homosexuals and/or transgenders make you so mad?

Because they're working you for attention and positive reinforcement. Threads like this = proof.

Stop getting used.

[a_gnoll_pup]

No this thread has 50 replies because mostly everyone playing here is a virgin.

This thread reminds of that time the tranny was posting selfies nonstop in the RL pic thread. Bitch probably hit level 15 and quit, was literally just using the community to build up her self esteem. I fucking users like that.

I fucking users like that too.

Man, I so FUCKING users like that.

Also, Katrik is a 55 shaman and I have a 40ish bard.

[HeallunRumblebelly]

I fucking users like that too.

Man, I so FUCKING users like that.

Also, Katrik is a 55 shaman and I have a 40ish bard.

dawggg, you play on blue?

[a_gnoll_pup]

dawggg, you play on blue?

Yes.

[HeallunRumblebelly]

Yes.

Well, you know what character I play :3

[hatelore]

I dunno, man. I go to the gym for years. I've plateaued quite a bit and it eats at me knowing I could break that with the right supplements, but I can't get them, cuz I'm fuck all poor.

Not like I ever needed them, I was 6foot 1 in 9th grade but, even if I did need them I wouldnt. I enjoy my balls being the size of a nice healthy grapefruit.

Thread is ate up with the gay virus yo~

[hatelore]

Sometimes I feel like the last real man on this gay ass forum. Dude's need to fuckin man up and be what you were created to be. You got a dick? Use it, swing that thing around, fondle it, Be proud of it, stick it in nice squishy warm things, quit being such a pussy and enjoy being a MAN. If you are a woman, do the opposite.

More at 10~

[HeallunRumblebelly]

Not like I ever needed them, I was 6foot 1 in 9th grade but, even if I did need them I wouldnt. I enjoy my balls being the size of a nice healthy grapefruit.

Thread is ate up with the gay virus yo~

If you cycle properly it's not a big issue. It's consistent use that causes the atrophy.

[doeda]

would only support if you are going to make a porno with Katrik and release it.

[hatelore]

Fuck me, Patton was never a role model? Or John Wayne? Or Rambo and Commando? gd got me triple rage flippin out posting triple and stuff~

[Gaffin 7.0]

wanna fuk

[hatelore]

If you cycle properly it's not a big issue. It's consistent use that causes the atrophy.

Mannnn you smokin. I was blessed and I am not about to even try to experiment with that. Shit be cray, If I tried to hide this thing it would look like I wrapped a turd around my waste.

[Reguiy]

http://0-media-cdn.foolz.us/ffuuka/board/a/image/1353/16/1353167435610.gif

[HeallunRumblebelly]

Mannnn you smokin. I was blessed and I am not about to even try to experiment with that. Shit be cray, If I tried to hide this thing it would look like I wrapped a turd around my waste.

The testosterone is still in your body. Can actually cause some penis growth. It's just the testicles which are at risk.

[hatelore]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxQES8Z6xgI

Fuck yeah, that's my hero. That's why I weep at what our pussy politicians and Liberals have done to this country. God Bless the Old America. Be proud that at one time, there was a man

[a_gnoll_pup]

I'm a transsexual and I'm actually proud of being what i have and what i've accomplished. hatelore is right, there's no reason to be ashamed of what i have.

I'm able to be ultra fucking manly while being feminine in appearance. Fuck, I mean, I have a dick, that's a rare gift. Think about it like this: If you had the ability to jack off while playing with your tits you'd probably do it too. Just because you're a woman doesn't mean you have to compromise your manliness. You can still fuck women, nothing's stopping you.

And I for one support manly men things. Like chainsaws. And football. How many biological women do you see liking football? FUCKING NOT MANY. Just because I changed my outer appearance slightly doesn't mean my outside mindset changed.

http://www.reddit.com/r/twoychromosomes is my favorite subreddit.

[ymw]

In my experience being around that culture a lot, entirely too many people decide to make that transition for all of the wrong reasons. Congratulations on your decision, but definitely make sure it's where you want to be.

When I was ushering for an AIDS Walk event my wife was doing burlesque at, I met a nice lady that really, really wished she had her penis back. That has to be awful.

[FoxxHound]

I have a feeling that I missed something...

[runlvlzero]

There's nothing wrong with taking pride in your convictions like Patton. But demanding everyone else has those same exact convictions in that same exact manner is bout as bad as the huns he was talking about murdering by the bushel.

There is no reason to suppress individuality outside of rhetoric. There is a dream I have of seeing a publication where clothes from company like Ann Taylor can be advertised with a cut designed for men? Why can this posative and uplifting community not exist?

If you think it will make your nation "weaker" and it will be over run by other nations your foolish.

You know what makes us weak? Our clinging to rhetoric and ape like power strucutures. Our struggles for dominance over eachother just for survival when we have the technology and science, and socio-political ability to elevate everyone.

Just because we want to fit an ideal stereotype we've been trained to fit by programming.

Be proud of your manliness, but not at the expense of your humanity.

I for one don't like to chase women, I don't feel the need to browbeat all the guys around me into submission to get women to like me. I prefer to have sex appeal and be found alluring.

Will I find that? IDK, but I sure as hell am going to express it. And I did what I could to ensure this country could, am still doing, and will still do. There's others who have done much more for this country.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kristin_Beck

And still managed to find a way to express their individuality. You tell me, should I repress myself for the sake of others around me, when it is not my fault that those people are intolerant scumbags who cannot get over their hangups and beliefs?

My wearing makeup is not going to end your life or the life of your children or damage you in anyway. Not in any sane rational sense.

/rant off cause hatelore, listening to Patton made me think. I don't feel like bashing him. Yes I would kill my enemies mercilessly, but I would prefer to express my individuality than fight a war created by bankers.

[Tenlaar]

http://cdn10.mixrmedia.com/user_photos/blog/2013/09/15/f27c49cd91ae1608854f06218c4b7b0e.gif
http://media.tumblr.com/8f5d0a147e0146bb1fcff5220c79f437/tumblr_inline_mfe9papW8m1rzs61z.gif
http://img204.imageshack.us/img204/1196/peacebtches.gif

[hatelore]

There's nothing wrong with taking pride in your convictions like Patton. But demanding everyone else has those same exact convictions in that same exact manner is bout as bad as the huns he was talking about murdering by the bushel.

There is no reason to suppress individuality outside of rhetoric. There is a dream I have of seeing a publication where clothes from company like Ann Taylor can be advertised with a cut designed for men? Why can this posative and uplifting community not exist?

If you think it will make your nation "weaker" and it will be over run by other nations your foolish.

You know what makes us weak? Our clinging to rhetoric and ape like power strucutures. Our struggles for dominance over eachother just for survival when we have the technology and science, and socio-political ability to elevate everyone.

Just because we want to fit an ideal stereotype we've been trained to fit by programming.

Be proud of your manliness, but not at the expense of your humanity.

I for one don't like to chase women, I don't feel the need to browbeat all the guys around me into submission to get women to like me. I prefer to have sex appeal and be found alluring.

Will I find that? IDK, but I sure as hell am going to express it. And I did what I could to ensure this country could, am still doing, and will still do. There's others who have done much more for this country.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kristin_Beck

And still managed to find a way to express their individuality. You tell me, should I repress myself for the sake of others around me, when it is not my fault that those people are intolerant scumbags who cannot get over their hangups and beliefs?

My wearing makeup is not going to end your life or the life of your children or damage you in anyway. Not in any sane rational sense.

/rant off cause hatelore, listening to Patton made me think. I don't feel like bashing him. Yes I would kill my enemies mercilessly, but I would prefer to express my individuality than fight a war created by bankers.

My work is done here.

[hatelore]

I can't help it my skin is green and I was born in grobb :(

[runlvlzero]

I can't help it my skin is green and I was born in grobb :(

Chewie is an expert on all things grobb related XD maybe you should seek his guidance )

[hatelore]

pftt, in 1999 my surname was kingagrobb. Aint nobody gon tell me bout no grobb. Hukulk been my bff foe years~

[Dr. Edge]

I have some before and after photos of transsexuals on this sick o forum from a few years ago if any one wants to be sick

[a_gnoll_pup]

me in 2007

http://puu.sh/6JtiH/5e5b9be44f.jpg

me now

http://puu.sh/6Jtm6/95b05b1e63.jpg

[runlvlzero]

You're beautiful secrets, aint afraid to say it =) you got the confidence to display it =)

Really. *hugs*

[FoxxHound]

I remember speaking to Secrets once. Looong time ago in Mumble. Get voice lessons from her. She sounded good.

[Mac Dretti]

Ugh

[katrik]

Eh, why not.

Recent kats. I wish I had more pics of old me. Enjoy fags.
http://i.imgur.com/M1YchfH.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/LwhOhmp.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/P0JGcCh.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/1vQ6KSi.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/kXDU3ad.jpg

[Frogie305]

Eh, why not.

Recent kats. I wish I had more pics of old me. Enjoy fags.
http://i.imgur.com/M1YchfH.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/LwhOhmp.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/P0JGcCh.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/1vQ6KSi.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/kXDU3ad.jpg

Transformers more than MEETS THE EYE!

[katrik]

Girlcock, engage.

[Shannacore]

You need a lil' bit of volume in that hair gurl

[pharmakos]

runlvl -- what will your outward sexual interest be? into guys? into girls? both? only into other trannies?

[runlvlzero]

runlvl -- what will your outward sexual interest be? into guys? into girls? both? only into other trannies?

Both.

But I'm really picky about who I am physically intimate with. I don't get close to people in real life as much as I do on the net because I am a bit distrustful, and sensitive actually. Words don't hurt, but passive aggressive, bullying behaviors are something that everyone does to some extent and really bothers me. The majority of people I have met are far to deceitful and dishonest with themselves to start with IRL to even consider intimacy with.

[runlvlzero]

Or all 3... I think another tranny would be ideal ) tbh one which was introspective and already comfortable and assertive.

[Lron]

The only justification to cut off your own dong is if you are the last person on earth and have nothing else to eat, and have already eaten the rest of your body parts.

[Lron]

You need a lil' bit of volume in that hair gurl

Hey baby

[pharmakos]

The only justification to cut off your own dong is if you are the last person on earth and have nothing else to eat, and have already eaten the rest of your body parts.

i assumed runlvl was going to keep his dong and fem the rest

[doeda]

http://www.twitch.tv/carnage64/c/3653155
best shemale on earth, best 24horus of my life.

[Razdeline]

What...the...fuck.

[runlvlzero]

Definitely keeping all my hair shaved, u guyz should try it - I use to knock bodybuilders for it, feels good =)

Razor bumps HO!

[runlvlzero]

I took some topless b4's after shaving lmk if you want to see pm me )

Probably be a few months b4 I talk to a shrink about hormones though, life is still what it is.

[pharmakos]

Definitely keeping all my hair shaved, u guyz should try it - I use to knock bodybuilders for it, feels good =)

Razor bumps HO!

in grown hairs suck, be careful

[Karafa]

Unreal.