If only it mattered
I've never found a four-leaf clover, because I've never looked.
I've never seen the ocean, except in other's pictures. I've never been in an airplane, only a helicopter once. I've never traveled freely, not knowing where I'd sleep. And I've never loved myself, never give myself a chance. All these things are unimportant, or so I tell myself. I am a ponderer, a philosopher, a prophet, and a naive. An invert, but not shy, it is a chosen fate. I never get bored, or lonely, but am admittedly lackluster. If only it mattered. What have you done or not done, that you wish you hadn't or had ? What memories haunt you, what thoughts make you sad ? Have you ever pushed yourself too far, then pulled away ? Have you ever touched yourself deeply, and if so, is that gay ? Where do you go when you dream, is it in a safe place ? Where have nightmares taken you, have you seen a cruel face ? If you know where you are going, is the trip the only fun ? If you're lost, with no direction, should you walk or should you run ? When things are dark and dreery, do you wish that you weren't here ? When things are bright and cheery, doesn't it all just seem so clear ? Could there be no rhyme or reason, no secret to unlock ? You are either free to live in their world, or trapped in your own box. If only it mattered. |
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