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Forum: Rants and Flames 09-26-2013, 11:00 PM
Replies: 85
Views: 3,948
Posted By abacab-godking2
I am going to kill myself 4 more months left

I am going to kill myself 4 more months left
Forum: Rants and Flames 08-17-2013, 07:48 PM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
This life has become a generally unbearable...

This life has become a generally unbearable existence now. It is a disconnected careless society that allows such corruption to prosper by controlling our everyday lives while stealing personal...
Forum: Rants and Flames 08-10-2013, 01:02 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
I'm thinking about hanging myself instead. Seems...

I'm thinking about hanging myself instead. Seems like a better way to go. Probably wouldn't be as painful as cutting off oxygen to the brain just seems to cause darkness to slip over the eyes until...
Forum: Rants and Flames 08-09-2013, 08:41 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
So I got a call from an old friend of mine and we...

So I got a call from an old friend of mine and we decided to hang out. Someone I suppose I consider a best friend since we used to hang out a lot. After hearing about how happy he was in life,...
Forum: Rants and Flames 08-08-2013, 01:13 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
I have been looking up the most effective way to...

I have been looking up the most effective way to shoot yourself in the head lately. I come across lots of stories of people living through a bullet to the brain. Most of them seem to be 22 caliber...
Forum: Rants and Flames 08-07-2013, 12:13 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
I appreciate the kind words and notions of hope. ...

I appreciate the kind words and notions of hope. I'm just not convinced any pill or substance is going to make a difference when it comes down to being evicted. I'm not joking when I tell you there...
Forum: Rants and Flames 08-05-2013, 01:05 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
I am afraid of the afterlife. What if there is a...

I am afraid of the afterlife. What if there is a heaven and hell, a devil and a god. Just seems too far fetched as all the revisions of religion throughout history.
Forum: Rants and Flames 08-05-2013, 01:03 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
Doubt it's a chemical imbalance. Didn't think...

Doubt it's a chemical imbalance. Didn't think about this while I actually had employment.

I do feel bad for those that actually have good lives that do such things. Those are the ones that...
Forum: Rants and Flames 08-05-2013, 12:47 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
Trying to bait me into an argument isn't going to...

Trying to bait me into an argument isn't going to work. You can't make me feel any worse than my life already is, kids.

I am jealous of all of you.
Forum: Rants and Flames 08-05-2013, 12:00 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
This was kind of motivating. Last couple places...

This was kind of motivating. Last couple places I did call as a follow up to my application simply told me the positions are filled but they keep applications on file for a few months afterwards...
Forum: Rants and Flames 08-04-2013, 10:48 PM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
Considering I am too stupid to even join the...

Considering I am too stupid to even join the military, according to them, I find myself confused by the afraid statement.

I imagine if I climbed a high building and decided to jump off, yes, I'd...
Forum: Rants and Flames 08-04-2013, 09:17 PM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
don't have a car or a garage. You think...

don't have a car or a garage.

You think everyone is a spoiled rich kid who has a car and lives in a house? You have no idea.

But even if I did mess up with the bullets, I'm sure I'll bleed out...
Forum: Rants and Flames 08-01-2013, 08:55 PM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
The logic in me appreciates what clear and...

The logic in me appreciates what clear and sidelle have to say.

Just wish it would remit the feelings of a sledgehammer tearing its way through my chest. The disappointment when waking. The...
Forum: Rants and Flames 08-01-2013, 02:35 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
so I thought about telling my story to a charity...

so I thought about telling my story to a charity that specializes in suicidal situations like mine considering their goal is prevention. this was their responses so far;


1st Response:

"It...
Forum: Rants and Flames 07-29-2013, 10:36 PM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
I remember my first memories being incredibly...

I remember my first memories being incredibly young and in the dark as I must have been shortly before put down to bed with the lights out. I must have been sitting up in my bed staring through the...
Forum: Rants and Flames 07-28-2013, 02:02 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
Scientist say death is like the powering off of a...

Scientist say death is like the powering off of a computer.

Some say it will be a heaven or hell depending on how and what you did with your time.

Others suggest death will be exactly what the...
Forum: Rants and Flames 07-27-2013, 03:05 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
sweet my bullets came and my internet connection...

sweet my bullets came and my internet connection is still on. I am thinking about doing it in a public place so it will be all over the media
Forum: Rants and Flames 07-22-2013, 01:45 PM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
no money, no car, no help. denied government...

no money, no car, no help.

denied government housing for no clear reason other than because I do not have children to support I guess.

approved for food stamps but never got my card in mail and...
Forum: Rants and Flames 07-22-2013, 12:22 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
finally found a place to order some bullets...

finally found a place to order some bullets online. claims 3-5 day delivery but we'll see. only about 5-6 months till lease is terminated then i'll be relieving myself from this cosmic bullshit.
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Forum: Rants and Flames 07-21-2013, 12:04 AM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
I dun want attention. I could go to other forums...

I dun want attention. I could go to other forums that provide better attention but just come off as annoying because they are all like trying to help me. the comments here motivate me to buy my...
Forum: Rants and Flames 07-20-2013, 05:24 PM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
some other forum sent me this trying to cheer me...

some other forum sent me this trying to cheer me up. like wtf? yeah I really want to live knowing a bunch of spoiled brat women get to live their life up because they were born into riches.
...
Forum: Rants and Flames 07-20-2013, 05:23 PM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
seriously nobody knows a good webpage to order...

seriously nobody knows a good webpage to order ammunition? you all are only half useless so far
Forum: Rants and Flames 07-20-2013, 05:21 PM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
thanks for help .357 hollow point it is. i'm...

thanks for help .357 hollow point it is. i'm going to be pissed if I shoot myself in the temple and live. i'm going to tell you about it and post pictures

and no life is not short and valuable...
Forum: Rants and Flames 07-20-2013, 03:46 PM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
don't feel bad for helping me. u don't have any...

don't feel bad for helping me. u don't have any emotional investment in me nor does anyone else. just need to figure out this bullet thing before im homeless because then it will be harder to get a...
Forum: Rants and Flames 07-20-2013, 03:44 PM
Replies: 198
Views: 12,615
Posted By abacab-godking2
so preferably I would need the hollow points? ok...

so preferably I would need the hollow points? ok that helps - I just thought that was the opposite of full metal jackets since hollow points are the ones that go through bullet proof vests at close...
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