Its a fair warning. Sure, I'm grieved. I never thought I would be going to a hospice to watch a friend of mines father die in front of me.
The more they spoke about him, the more he reminded me of the obtuse personalities here. They know it all. They all got some snide comment. They all got something to say about it and they all know better and best. Then, their kidneys fail... all the sudden, they cant even express themselves to give those comments. Their blood is so full of poison because their liver just stops working, its like ammonia in your blood.
He was frustrated, powerless, and left his family early when he did not have to. He didnt have to die. He wasnt suffering from any terminal illness, cancer, none of that. Now hes left his family a bill of over twenty thousand dollars for the hospice stay. They cannot afford to bury him, now. I cant kick in nine grand. Can you?
She was saying things, quoting him, and I was just thinking the whole time "holy shit was he a member of p99?" cause he sounded exactly like you guys who know more than the doctors but cant do math.
He wasnt smirking when he went. He didnt have a "i know best" look on his face. It was complete and utter defeat, anguish, pain, and really just.. not at peace.
I dont want any of you to die. I really dont. Maybe suffer a bit, but not fucking die..
Do you want to die? Shits real out there. Save your family the trouble of two weeks of dwindling down to nothing, draining every dime from your family, then dying. He left a hole in their hearts, their finances, and their home.
Imagine, coming home and seeing "dads car" or "dads clothes" still in the dryer. You have a question that you know your dad can help with but hes gone now, because he listened to Tucker Carlson and guys like you p99 "christians".
Now line up and say something cruel, christians. This is your bread and butter here.
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