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Originally Posted by Estolcles
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Dude, you failed so horribly. Get help... or the Prenerf Twinkies will get you!
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Failed? Is that anyway to look at it? I had 7 days clean hat is the most in two and a half years. I knew on Friday this friend of mine who has issues of his own gets crack and dope and wants me to come hang out so I knew Friday night I'd be doing some speedball shots. But I think I'm gonna eat some subuxome tomorrow and stay clean til Friday when I get piss tested again. You can pass a piss test in two days but I ain't risking it because I'll be kicked off u suboxone if I test positive.
And each time I've used I've felt bad and guilty which is something I haven't before but this may no last. I want and am ready to be clean more than anytime before. I want to want to be clean more than anything in the world.