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Old 08-28-2013, 09:28 PM
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Andddddddd I relapsed. Waste of twenty bucks because I barely got a rush. Sit was suppose to be good this kids been hyping it up for weeks but perhaps the suboxone built up from the day prior and the week partially blocked it. Afterwards I felt horrible for using and it's making me not want to use again. I wish I would of just taken subs today that's how I feel. I miss having a streak of seven days. Using today has made me more against dope then I was prior. I'm all set to use tomorrow after my doctors appointment. After the shot tomorrow I'm gonna stick with it and try to beat my mark of seven days. I already feel bad about tomorrow so well see.
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Old 08-28-2013, 09:36 PM
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Get new friends. Eliminate anyone in your life that uses. Until then you will keep failing at life.
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Old 08-28-2013, 10:28 PM
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Get new friends. Eliminate anyone in your life that uses. Until then you will keep failing at life.
This.

I'm now in the middle of week 4 without weed. I've not been enjoying this time, but I know I can beat this addiction (mental, not physical).

You faltered today. All you can do is start over tomorrow, and stay clean.
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Old 08-29-2013, 03:35 AM
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Old 08-30-2013, 10:32 PM
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Dude, you failed so horribly. Get help... or the Prenerf Twinkies will get you!
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Old 08-31-2013, 01:27 AM
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Dude, you failed so horribly. Get help... or the Prenerf Twinkies will get you!
Failed? Is that anyway to look at it? I had 7 days clean hat is the most in two and a half years. I knew on Friday this friend of mine who has issues of his own gets crack and dope and wants me to come hang out so I knew Friday night I'd be doing some speedball shots. But I think I'm gonna eat some subuxome tomorrow and stay clean til Friday when I get piss tested again. You can pass a piss test in two days but I ain't risking it because I'll be kicked off u suboxone if I test positive.

And each time I've used I've felt bad and guilty which is something I haven't before but this may no last. I want and am ready to be clean more than anytime before. I want to want to be clean more than anything in the world.
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Old 08-31-2013, 01:30 AM
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Bret Hart is my #1 all time and I love Eddie Guerrero. I haven't been watching as much since punk lost the belt and I only started watching since punks epic pipe bomb. And I stopped watching when Austin broke his neck and was off tv for a year in the late 90s. But e Wyatt family is the best thing to happen in along time I like their gimmick a lot but I a haven't seen any wrestle. My favorite one is the one with the black beard, not bray.
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Old 08-31-2013, 10:18 AM
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Failed? Is that anyway to look at it? I had 7 days clean hat is the most in two and a half years. I knew on Friday this friend of mine who has issues of his own gets crack and dope and wants me to come hang out so I knew Friday night I'd be doing some speedball shots. But I think I'm gonna eat some subuxome tomorrow and stay clean til Friday when I get piss tested again. You can pass a piss test in two days but I ain't risking it because I'll be kicked off u suboxone if I test positive.

And each time I've used I've felt bad and guilty which is something I haven't before but this may no last. I want and am ready to be clean more than anytime before. I want to want to be clean more than anything in the world.
"I want to be clean more than anything, but I'm going to do some drugs later and here is my excuse"

You're pathetic.
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Old 08-31-2013, 11:41 AM
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" I want to be clean, but I keep taking drugs. "

Sounds like you want to keep taking drugs
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Old 08-31-2013, 06:44 PM
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Give up your meaningless struggle, grab a kitchen a knife and go into the wilderness and wait for your deity to give you a good death.
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