Lent.

[imperiouskitten]

hope not, maybe try relieving your incelhood b4 resorting to that

[A Knight]

Please pardon me from saying this, multiple realities 2,141 through 5,102

But its really annoying not knowing what reality I live in, so I have to be nice to fake existences and other realities

But probably the main reality is taking advantage of this and trying to shame me or mess with my feelings. And then they claim any of my feelings are 100% from their reality, and not from the fact that I could be in multiple realities talking to random people on the internet from multiple realities.

[Jibartik]

Incels are why I left the left.

All my life I thought the left was about anti bullying, but as soon as it came to bullying people with personality disorders they were like LOL STOP BEING A PUSSY!

[A Knight]

Its not a personality disorder. Its "Schizophrenia", in which I believe a secret society has been torturing me by using ways such as, making clicking noises in my walls.

However I don't believe I am schizophrenic and I actually believe I have been tortured by a secret society.

The bipolar classification story is too long and no one listens to me, probably especially if its long.

So to summarize, I felt forced to go to a mental hospital and the doctor gave me medicine and I said what was happening at the hospital was working, just to get out of the hospital. It turned out it was bipolar medicine and then they gave me bipolar medicine.

[HalflingSpergand]

Couldnt it be bugs or something msking the clicking noise.

[magnetaress]

Please pardon me from saying this, multiple realities 2,141 through 5,102

But its really annoying not knowing what reality I live in, so I have to be nice to fake existences and other realities

But probably the main reality is taking advantage of this and trying to shame me or mess with my feelings. And then they claim any of my feelings are 100% from their reality, and not from the fact that I could be in multiple realities talking to random people on the internet from multiple realities.

Deep

hope not, maybe try relieving your incelhood b4 resorting to that

I'm not incel. Just a little celibate. Presently. Not always. There are physical problems I'm facing, which I will not share or burden others with. Beyond sex, and sexuality.

Plan is to live, well. For as long as I can. With the least harm and most good done. As truly as I can, I really care and desire to leave the world a better place than it was before I ever came screaming, lost, crying into it.

Or else I would be worshipping Satan, seeking power (to hurt others), making demands, seeking to oppress others, keep, or put them down or use them. I am the opposite of these things, even if you don't understand or see it. You seem to have judged me harshly of late. For this I appreciate and accept your judgment and criticism. But I still don't think you truly understand me. Sometimes you only resonate with the pain I am addressing. No intentions to cause more, uneccisarily. I am no longer on the most virtuest path. Of the white wizard. However I am still altruistic and truly trying to help decrease and minimize the suffering inherent in life. As it is entirely unavoidable. I'm not entirely sure I'm past grieving. And I am imperfect. I don't dwell in anger or retribution, retaliation. I dwell in truth. Emancipation. Realization. Exploration. Discovery. Rejuvenation. Resurrection.

Everything I do stems from a desire to see others thrive, life thrive, our entire world blossom, and reach full potential. Maybe that is a part of my problem. I'm willing to sacrifice myself. Maybe it's silly and my words seem meaningless, they carry with them this spirit of recreation though.

Perhaps it is my dislike of disorder. Chaos. Corruption. Carelessness that bleeds through. There is a quality in me which conflicts with sin. Lies. Deciet. Betrayal. Sloth. Imperfection.

Incels are why I left the left.

All my life I thought the left was about anti bullying, but as soon as it came to bullying people with personality disorders they were like LOL STOP BEING A PUSSY!

Everyone does that.

There's a difference between having a personality disorder and using a personality disorder as a shield. Or an excuse. Everyone can change. And if they cannot be better, simply because they don't want to or don't feel like it. And they are perfectly fine with hurting others. Or watching them suffer. That isn't acceptable or tolerable. It's foolish to endlessly pander to the drama of the psyche. At some point. People just need to do what is right. Do the best they can. And accept that they are just an individual and that respect is earned. And to also understand that some people just die inside, long before their hungry painfully frightened bodies finally fail. Sometimes this requires nature and society to face uncomfortable and uncompromising reality.

No one is a diagnosis. And personality disorders are just a tool to identify the dysfunctional behaviors and parts of a person's mind. So that that individual has the opportunity to receive the most effective help and treatment and become a better person.

[A Knight]

no. Unless you mean bugs as in a device often use by a government spy agency. But then they would have to be bugs that make very annoying clicking noises.

Anyway ill be here in 10 years. I'm sure in 10 years the new eskimo movement will be torturing me IRL and then harassing me online.

As I keep saying "You all aren't real."

Its crazy the tactics these people use to try to trick me that I'm a pro russian, transvestite that only likes being a man because I'm secretly gay and guns make up for my lack of skills on video games.

And you all don't think that's evidence you are harmfully and intentionally tricking your kids into being trans?

"No your this! Mess with his feelings! Test him to see how he feels about this! H... h... HA HA!" Yea your a demon.

[A Knight]

No offense trannies from planet 5,148 B.

I'm sure there is a reason naturally how people become trans and actually are one.

I heard of a gay conservative who thinks being gay is a choice. Maybe he had an overbearing mother. I don't agree that gayness is a choice btw.

[HalflingSpergand]

The government is far too incompetent for the amount of labor that would go into that.

[imperiouskitten]

Incels are why I left the left.

All my life I thought the left was about anti bullying, but as soon as it came to bullying people with personality disorders they were like LOL STOP BEING A PUSSY!

im not saying that im just saying if the alternative is death, u ought to nut up with ur butt up

[imperiouskitten]

The government is far too incompetent for the amount of labor that would go into that.

teh biggest ruse teh devil ever did, was comvincing the world that donuts exist.

[A Knight]

The government is far too incompetent for the amount of labor that would go into that.

Yea its probably a secret society or I am in hell. I've tried a million times recently to get cops to spy on me and I've started Armageddon a million times, and I'm still here talking to fake people online.

I'm going to go do something else now. Save your comments of trying to pull me into bullshit for why I suck about wizards or something else.

[magnetaress]

Being masculine or effeminate doesn't make someone disordered. It is possible to take even generslly healthy traits detached from sex and sexuality to dysfunctional extremes.

Confidence. For example.
Or paranoia. Or obsession, even with something like hygiene.

Politics is what labels trans as disordered or "special".

There's no accounting for taste, male or female. The disorder is when one makes demands of others to make up for their own shortcomings and inadequacies. That is a two way street.

[imperiouskitten]

u have to be pretty dumb to think a person choosing to be a pretty girl over a boring dude constitutes insanity. mentally illy dumb, in fact. but i guess they do show you this guy in the antitrans youtube, instead of me.

https://i.imgur.com/tAIogPP.jpg

hes in ur bathroom, demanding to be called female while he crouches on the vanity with his junk dangling

[HalflingSpergand]

Yea its probably a secret society or I am in hell. I've tried a million times recently to get cops to spy on me and I've started Armageddon a million times, and I'm still here talking to fake people online.

I'm going to go do something else now. Save your comments of trying to pull me into bullshit for why I suck about wizards or something else.

Well if i was you i would move then or else theyre going to hear u fart and snore

[imperiouskitten]

Well if i was you i would move then or else theyre going to hear u fart and snore

hentai girl moans carry really clearly too, even from headphones

[magnetaress]

https://mash.fandom.com/wiki/Maxwell_Q._Klinger

Sgt Klinger wasn't trans.
Was the most sane person there in MASH according to B.J. Hunnicutt.

In the earlier seasons, Klinger was endlessly trying to get himself discharged from the Army on a 'Section Eight', or psychiatric discharge, mainly by cross-dressing; viewers began to look forward to what new outfit he would wear next or what other ploy he would attempt. But to his frustration, his commanders were never fooled. B.J. Hunnicutt once remarked that by always trying to get out, Klinger was actually the only sane one in camp, while everyone else was crazy for accepting the situation. Both Blake and Potter largely tolerated Klinger's antics for their entertainment value.

At some point he drank motor oil to try to get out.

Occasionally cross dressing is not even a psychiatric disorder and only an issue regarding regressive social taboos about clothing.

[A Knight]

u have to be pretty dumb to think a person choosing to be a pretty girl over a boring dude constitutes insanity. mentally illy dumb, in fact. but i guess they do show you this guy in the antitrans youtube, instead of me.

https://i.imgur.com/tAIogPP.jpg

hes in ur bathroom, demanding to be called female while he crouches on the vanity with his junk dangling

I don't. But probably trans is a rare thing. Maybe its not. Maybe all gay are trans because it would make more sense that they want to be women.

There's nothing wrong with being eskimos. But if I made a cult tricking kids into being eskimos, does that mean all those kids were eskimos?

Not a perfect example. I should have picked a better example of something that is detrimental to someone's mentality like not being trans and being forced to be.

Don't be texas rangers if your not kids. They are cool rednecks and we can get along with them. But its a huge responsibility to like shitty beer and country music that sucks, if you later turn out to not like the history of texas rangers with mexico.

[A Knight]

Had to say, "We can get along with them", to polish up the joke of liking old timey texas rangers.

[imperiouskitten]

You don't force someone to go gay unless you rape them

Same with trans

If seeing it entices you so, you were an egg. Even if you'd never have thought of it without being prompted. In this case, you are lucky to have heard of transition and found the option open to you.

I wish I had seriously considered it much earlier. The culture successfully hid it from me very well. I am very lucky I still had acceptable results with my late transition; 3 more years and I would have had major hair loss in a male pattern. No, hiding transition is as rich a sin as forcefully impressing it.

Anyway, the obsession with "corruption of kids" is merely fertile emotional ground. it's not really how things work. Pretty trans ladies aren't into kids, I would bet the incidence is extremely rare, just as cis-women pedos are rare. Estrogen is real, after all, and tends to direct sexuality inward. Sicko breeders who wish to take ultimate "f*g-hag" status by convincing their children to transition are a scary portrait, but a very niche matter. You will almost certainly never meet such a person. So it is hard to view the persistent dwelling upon these outlier issues as a matter of good faith. They are clearly prompted by terror of a contagion.

A contagion of what? "Dishonored" men? People like me? My life is clearly turned around for the better! Be calm on gender, dear Knight. women are your friend. particularly, even, are trans women your friend, being uniquely positioned to understand the injustices, rough edges, and uglier points injected into the male-female intersection by culture. Knowing firsthand of the relative isolation males suffer.

[magnetaress]

A Knight. You should probably worry less about gender and sexuality. Just focus on what is important to you.

I have no idea why you'd be targeted by the United States Government. It probably has nothing to do with gender or sex though.

[A Knight]

You don't force someone to go gay unless you rape them

Same with trans

If seeing it entices you so, you were an egg. Even if you'd never have thought of it without being prompted. In this case, you are lucky to have heard of transition and found the option open to you.

I wish I had seriously considered it much earlier. The culture successfully hid it from me very well.

Anyway, the obsession with "corruption of kids" is merely fertile emotional ground. it's not really how things work. Pretty trans ladies aren't into kids, I would bet the incidence is extremely rare, just as cis-women pedos are rare. Estrogen is real, after all, and tends to direct sexuality inward.

As I said I'm not saying gay people are not born gay. Or that trans are not born trans. But things like peer pressure can make people jocks, nerds, loser, patriots, marilyn manson fans, mormons, jonestown.

And it seems believable that the left is insane these day, and are capable of such peer pressure.

Its easy to believe they are insane because according to one of my current realities they are torturing me.

I've tried to falsely admit to anything just to get them to stop. I've tried asking them to stop. So probably the left is insane and then + formula of previous insane peer pressure statement.

[imperiouskitten]

the left is insane, but MTFs are not the left. Indeed they trend toward the conservative. if you want to see gender madness, political transitions, transitions for "fashion", look to the teen FTMs. MTFs have no immediate peer gratification to enjoy for their transition, even from the left -- trust me. Any notion that we are well-included anywhere in culture is a projected falsehood. It is a very isolating category. FTM is different -- the culture of slashing one's privilege, their inborn feminine beauty, across its face in a group of clapping peers to spite others is not one those assigned male at birth are lucky enough to participate in. There is nobody cheering when you go female, at least not until you reach beauty typically years later. And even that experience of privilege will be tempered by the rage and jealousy of every woman around you, and leave you in a new isolation.

[A Knight]

K I'm going again to go try to do something else.

See ya later fake existence people, knowing I'm being tortured and wonder why I'm giving political opinions, when I was probably enticed into this conversation by a previously obviously stated conversation, with given reasons of such conversation.

If eskimos start bugging yall, I'll just tell yall, you're too concerned about eskimos.

[magnetaress]

I feel like people in general are just struggling to cope with their lives and reality, then take sides in some kind of abstracted battle of the sexes, attempting to justify their position by any means. Trans people are highly targeted in this manner and often lash back outward on social media, before really learning who they truly are.

Very few people truly understand themselves or what they want. Or even how to communicate any of this appropriately. The fallacy is in forbidding people to explore and express who they are and make the necessary changes to be comfortable with themselves and their circumstances. Again this isn't even a trans problem, so much as that we live in a society and culture that hinders self actualization and realization in favor of popularity, convenience, and safety.

[Cassawary]

K I'm going again to go try to do something else.

See ya later fake existence people, knowing I'm being tortured and wonder why I'm giving political opinions, when I was probably enticed into this conversation by a previously obviously stated conversation, with given reasons of such conversation.

If eskimos start bugging yall, I'll just tell yall, you're too concerned about eskimos.

You are not alone (https://youtu.be/CwO33oUawM8)

[Nexii]

the left is insane, but MTFs are not the left. Indeed they trend toward the conservative. if you want to see gender madness, political transitions, transitions for "fashion", look to the teen FTMs. MTFs have no immediate peer gratification to enjoy for their transition, even from the left -- trust me. Any notion that we are well-included anywhere in culture is a projected falsehood. It is a very isolating category. FTM is different -- the culture of slashing one's privilege, their inborn feminine beauty, across its face in a group of clapping peers to spite others is not one those assigned male at birth are lucky enough to participate in. There is nobody cheering when you go female, at least not until you reach beauty typically years later. And even that experience of privilege will be tempered by the rage and jealousy of every woman around you, and leave you in a new isolation.

Yep to the isolation and all of it. Total of one trans in the entire raid scene LOL.

The last bit about jealousy is just any good looking woman... not exclusive to trans!

[magnetaress]

Yep to the isolation and all of it. Total of one trans in the entire raid scene LOL.

The last bit about jealousy is just any good looking woman... not exclusive to trans!

People are jealous of me and I look and smell like hot plastic vomit.

I do have a nice smile and aura.

[imperiouskitten]

People are jealous of me and I look and smell like hot plastic vomit.

I do have a nice smile and aura.

don't forget absolutely enviable adorable voice. which means quite a lot ackchyually. (not that i endorse that you look like any kind of vomit)

[Kaveh]

But why do lesbians either dress like lumberjacks or are fine as hell? There’s no inbetween

Also, my daughter loved that movie Juno back in the day and now Ellen Page is a guy

It’s too much for an old man like me. Not hatred, I just don’t understand what happened in my 56 years. Growing up you just beat the fuck out of people who deserved it and otherwise didn’t mess with people who you knew you didn’t get along with. Live and let live. Now everyone is in everyone else’s face about everything. And it’s weird because suicide, anxiety, depression, obesity, etc are increasing. We’ve become worse people inwardly even as violence and crime have declined, and I guess we needed to take our bellicose nature to another battlefield? Just my two cents

-Not Danth

[Kaveh]

Would a trans producer be a transducer ?

[imperiouskitten]

But why do lesbians either dress like lumberjacks or are fine as hell? There’s no inbetween

Also, my daughter loved that movie Juno back in the day and now Ellen Page is a guy

It’s too much for an old man like me. Not hatred, I just don’t understand what happened in my 56 years. Growing up you just beat the fuck out of people who deserved it and otherwise didn’t mess with people who you knew you didn’t get along with. Live and let live. Now everyone is in everyone else’s face about everything. And it’s weird because suicide, anxiety, depression, obesity, etc are increasing. We’ve become worse people inwardly even as violence and crime have declined, and I guess we needed to take our bellicose nature to another battlefield? Just my two cents

-Not Danth

well, I might participate in the getting in the face a bit especially with you. It's not something I ever used to do. It's because you flat refuse to just let "the trans thing" go, you and others. Although it doesn't seem to make you virulently hateful toward me or anything, there are a lot of people out there right now who are super fucking radicalized. Like more radicalized than the anti-gays were in the 80s. Being trans and ugly, or even just trans and NOT super hot, means people fucking mean mug you at the grocery store and all over the place. Walmart greeters are rude to you, service industry ppl emphasize words like "man" and "dude" with boiling hatred in their voice. So it bothers me that you will not show respect to the trans girls here, who are actually fairly accomplished and passable in general btw.

I lived the life of a gay boi once and I didn't think I minded much that constant humor about my orientation from my more masculine guy pals. But being a gay boi is something you turn on and off, & you don't have to tell anyone you aren't comfortable with. Being an ugly or nonpassing tran is different, it's something everyone sees, more comparable with racism, except the hate is perhaps even more virulent as ppl see all kinds of sin and pedophilia and weird shit projected into there, even though in reality transition really has nothing to do with anything that harms others. And I guess there's a reason most Blacks aren't particularly cool with N word ribs even from fairly close White friends. and make no mistake, it is DEFINITELY harder by many measures to be trans than dark skinned.

Everyone knows the suicide stats on trans people. Yes there are different contributing issues, but there is one thing I am POSITIVE is the biggest contributor: the isolation, the public discomfort and disdain, the judgment of others and also urself for not being pretty enough. And it is real enough shit to kill. So, the fact that you never let the trans thing go, won't just use female pronouns, even if the alternative is always "humorous", does make me want to get in your face. I don't think you understand how barbaric a thing it is to do to your friends, truly. Just a little bit of kindness there would affect the way others perceive us in this place substantially, you being an older male who the younger supercucks like filbus instinctively simp to.

Of course I troll u plenty and probably deserve it to an extent, so I'm not particularly embittered toward you. But knowing there are other girls out there who haven't survived the big hurdle of getting used to their new identity makes me want to perform better than what I saw when I was really suffering through the hard part of this. When the trans girls here, with no better, more dignified example, and perhaps with no place to be themselves even at home, were cucking themselves to their knees trying to curry favor with the hostile rednecks of the board, all engaged in a desperate bottomfeeding submissiveness toward people who are bad faith actors and must be disregarded with extreme prejudice.

When I saw C***ly was convinced by a Lulzsect insult to stop wearing her glasses that made her look pretty, that bugged the shit out of me. She's decided to hate me now, and I hope this won't be taken as some kind of license for any shit b/c im not throwing stones, but witnessing what appeared to me to be effective abuse made me rly angry. This shit isn't a game, it's really not. I want to protect that person and anyone else who might be targeted.

So I guess I am a little aggro and in people's face now more than I used to, and happy to snitch and report, because I hate how abusive people are to the girls here. I don't feel "live and let live" toward people like mblake, who knowing me for nearly 10 years had nothing but maniacally vicious things to say about me based totally on my identity. I don't want to know people so creepy that they hang out with well-intentioned people who ought to be made honorary friends 4 years of posting ago, while hating them with a desperate passion. That's really ugly stuff I just don't care to be acquainted with. Ideally I would carve out a little niche of civility for peeps here, where women'd be treated like fkng women by the generally-civil boomers who play this old game, and the occasional humorous slur wouldn't be backed with like actual substantive psychotic hatred. I can go on 4chan or k*w*f*rms if I want to talk to murderers and ragey certifiables. And if any area of common gathering could be sane about trans women it should be this one, the community for the old game which for most of us allowed us to explore our gender identity even before we knew treatment would be an option. There's a reason for lots of us being here and I wish it were reflected in the community, & even think it can be if a certain few people move on.

I know not everyone here gets to enjoy that sense of normalcy IRL in their home. I have seen some TRULY disturbing households, girls with C cups living with mom and dad still "closeted" at 30. Completely pinned by the world, unable to get a job or do anything with themself because they are stuck in identity limbo. And I just can't settle for letting a place where I exist pile on the ugliness and alienation to those people. It's a potentially lethal matter. And you know I have a sense of humor Patriam, edgy jokes aren't what I'm done with. It's the undergirding hatred, which has been festering extra strongly in our demographic between their 20s and now 30s(40s?), particularly as the trashier end of nerd media became more radical and right wing.

So that's why I get in your face and basically the only trigger for me getting in anyone's face. I never used to be like that for anything, but the last few years of struggle almost killed me, and in so doing, taught me a few things. It is worth establishing mutual respect with people and delineating oneself as separate from the sick cannibal mob that is *everywhere*, although you probably don't see them yourself being a regular male. On any of those days where I was on death's door, just some developments toward the positive on this retarded silly board might have made the difference in staying my hand. So I can't just let it go, or be totally content with you as a person while you continually reinforce the alienation that drives 40% of us to suicide attempt. I hope u understand why I am so cringe now, and sometimes rather sharp with u.

So tell a trans gal she's pretty some time, u dont have to have sex with her after. and you'll make her day. And the girls who witness it won't get in your face so much. I think you might actually be a pretty decent guy, but if you actually have an inflexible bone in there that prevents you from treating us with respect, couldn't meet me IRL without being impolite, etc., then you need work.

(I know you were talking about a larger cultural phenomenon, but I think I exhibit what you refer to too in this particular way so I wrote this. and it got out of hand in length. :p)

[HalflingSpergand]

Tranifesto alert

[imperiouskitten]

Tranifesto alert

lol fu :o

the tldr is just "be nice to girls" of course

[Snortles Chortles]

https://i.imgur.com/BT4VWVS.gif

[Nexii]

If this were a Canadian-run board & project we wouldn't even be having this debate. The haters would just be banned, full stop. There wouldn't be a discussion or debate. Even our most right-wing party isn't trying to repeal trans rights (though they don't want much new ones really). When Scheer couldn't say what he really thought about LGBTs, it destroyed all electability in urban centers.

It's a bit sad America is about 20 years behind the rest of the Western world dealing with diversity. Well perhaps not in the big cities but you get the point. This isn't some sort of superiority take, but more one of disappointment.

And while RnF is just RnF, it's doubly disappointing that it's so rife in the playerbase in a way it wasn't a few years ago. Mods should grow a set and just put it all down. Bigotry/hate isn't discourse. And it's a bad look for the project when it resembles 4chan more than a friendly social group.

[magnetaress]

don't forget absolutely enviable adorable voice. which means quite a lot ackchyually. (not that i endorse that you look like any kind of vomit)
Thanks. I was being a bit sarcastic about my looks.
But why do lesbians either dress like lumberjacks or are fine as hell? There’s no inbetween

Also, my daughter loved that movie Juno back in the day and now Ellen Page is a guy

It’s too much for an old man like me. Not hatred, I just don’t understand what happened in my 56 years. Growing up you just beat the fuck out of people who deserved it and otherwise didn’t mess with people who you knew you didn’t get along with. Live and let live. Now everyone is in everyone else’s face about everything. And it’s weird because suicide, anxiety, depression, obesity, etc are increasing. We’ve become worse people inwardly even as violence and crime have declined, and I guess we needed to take our bellicose nature to another battlefield? Just my two cents

-Not Danth
I know of some really average boring gross generic lesbians and bisexuals that kinda are like cheep pizza. Just get out more. You are probably really selective about who you allow into your intimate and personal space, that's good, but you're not seeing the whole picture.
Would a trans producer be a transducer ?
Lol.
https://i.imgur.com/BT4VWVS.gif
Gross but hilarious. Probably traumatizing to someone. I can't help but laugh.

Having had the opposite happen and being literally welcomed into the ladies room by a woman holding the door, I personally can dismiss your shenanigans and grumpy bullying. I honestly have no idea were it comes from. You think you're being funny maybe, but you are kinda just punching sideways and down.

I honestly don't understand what really motivates you here, with this kind of post.
If this were a Canadian-run board & project we wouldn't even be having this debate. The haters would just be banned, full stop. There wouldn't be a discussion or debate. Even our most right-wing party isn't trying to repeal trans rights (though they don't want much new ones really). When Scheer couldn't say what he really thought about LGBTs, it destroyed all electability in urban centers.

It's a bit sad America is about 20 years behind the rest of the Western world dealing with diversity. Well perhaps not in the big cities but you get the point. This isn't some sort of superiority take, but more one of disappointment.

And while RnF is just RnF, it's doubly disappointing that it's so rife in the playerbase in a way it wasn't a few years ago. Mods should grow a set and just put it all down. Bigotry/hate isn't discourse. And it's a bad look for the project when it resembles 4chan more than a friendly social group.
This is a terrible environment to be openly trans in. Or even discuss something from a trans perspective. In fact I don't feel like representing myself as trans and avoid the label, gender, sexuality now. Try to avoid framing anything in sexual or gendered language. Perspectives.

I did develop somewhat by climbing the broken shores of this forum.

As a pastor would say, why walk over broken glass if I had a choice? No. I don't think I will again.

This forum isn't important in the grand scheme of things and there's plenty, been plenty, TRANNYQUEST. It's not like I have been silenced for being "trans".

The U.S. let's people bully. Can't say it's healthy, but we aren't the most collective bunch. It was good to vent when I needed to.

However, almost certainly if I was doxed I would never hold office or be well trusted by a cool and normal institution with any authority. And I'm not even really transphobic or straightphobic or whatever the alternatives are. I wish America could move on from its prejudices too. We need leaders who care about people being able to feed, house, and care for themselves. Not leaders worried about whether people have vaginas.

I guess I have just matured and don't really expect the rest of the forum to mature.

[magnetaress]

...

Kindness. Gentleness. Goes a long way. People do kill themselves because of cruelty and alienation.

Despite all this, some people have been really kind here and elsewhere.

There's nothing wrong with pointing out cruelty though. I'm not the only lonely person here, and you don't need to protect me.

I do feel like the forums would be a happier place without people bullying.

I used to come here to fight. It used to reaffirm my hatred. I don't know what changed, but even Kaveh calling me crazy and off my meds. For me. Doesn't really bother me anymore. It's where Kaveh is. I'm not going to engage him in mind breaking emotional abuse. Forum meta. Even though I could.

I've a lot of self restraint. Even my recent IRL abuser was given months of leeway and in the end I protected them from my anger and put myself at risk and hardship for them and our family.

I don't feel like getting into details, I don't expect people to take stuff like that at face value.

But, yeah. It's nice to be nice, and not just an angry, fearful, hurt, animal, growling in pain.

Humans need hierarchy and most permission. And males particularly struggle with freedom and power. There is an in born need for the male homosapien to loudly proclaim their dominance and authority. In the modern age It's been stripped from the Arena and transplanted to the forum or the commentary at the bottom of opinion pieces.

Trans people commit suicide because they don't have the experience to transcend this while simultaneously being considered problems, blamed, and being cruelly mistreated and dismissed by people who are unhappy and need something to blame or attack or worry about or, at the most basic level draw attention away from themselves.

[HalflingSpergand]

Most people commit sumocide. Super fat obese namsayun

[magnetaress]

Most people commit sumocide. Super fat obese namsayun

Yeah. It's part self harm. Part survival mechanism. Part instinct run amuck. Off the rails.

Fat build up helps protect people from toxins, inflammation. And is a direct result of stress. Nutrition is counted in calories, not nutrients, quality, or purity. A lot of people cannot think for themselves or manage their own nutrition. So they eat whatever gives them the most immediate gratification, and quantity, even if in the long run it will lead to horrific suffering.

When I was chugging my Seroquel I would go to sleep, then wake up and chug food for comfort and sleep until I could dose my next Seroquel.

I snapped out of it and my self discipline and desire to be physically healthy has reaserted itself. I am facing life, death in a lean body, eyes open, mind open. Thoughtful and sharing in my wisdom.

[Tunabros]

https://i.imgur.com/i1yUjaS.png

how tf

[magnetaress]

https://i.imgur.com/i1yUjaS.png

how tf

I had more. Forgot how much?

https://i.imgur.com/XqcowKn.jpg

A little more I think.

I'm not trying to hit 14.

[Gwaihir]

Yeah. It's part self harm. Part survival mechanism. Part instinct run amuck. Off the rails.

Fat build up helps protect people from toxins, inflammation. And is a direct result of stress. Nutrition is counted in calories, not nutrients, quality, or purity. A lot of people cannot think for themselves or manage their own nutrition. So they eat whatever gives them the most immediate gratification, and quantity, even if in the long run it will lead to horrific suffering.

When I was chugging my Seroquel I would go to sleep, then wake up and chug food for comfort and sleep until I could dose my next Seroquel.

I snapped out of it and my self discipline and desire to be physically healthy has reaserted itself. I am facing life, death in a lean body, eyes open, mind open. Thoughtful and sharing in my wisdom.

Obligatory Dr Udo Erasmus, and Dr. Michael Heisner namedrop.

[HalflingSpergand]

Tuna is jealous as fuck of your forum exceptionalism

[Nexii]

Humans need hierarchy and most permission. And males particularly struggle with freedom and power. There is an in born need for the male homosapien to loudly proclaim their dominance and authority. In the modern age It's been stripped from the Arena and transplanted to the forum or the commentary at the bottom of opinion pieces.


I'm not so convinced male dominance is the natural order of things. Our closest ancestors are chimpanzees (patriarchal) and bonobos (matriarchal). On a wider scale most social animal species tend to be matriarchal (ants, birds, whales, most mammals).

Although one can't ignore there are more males amongst the elite. Owing to more variance (both good and bad) due to one of each sex chromosome. In a globalized society men will filter to the top more as a result, no matter what societal progress we make.

The fallout from this is the men on the low side of variance are deemed unworthy by females that tend to congregate towards the middle. In the past, men and women were matched up more through religion, arranged marriage, etc. So I think the 'unmatched' demographic is the source for much of the unrest.

Combine this with sex-selection which only exaberates what we're seeing.
https://www.washingtonpost.com/graphics/2018/world/too-many-men/

[magnetaress]

I'm not so convinced male dominance is the natural order of things. Our closest ancestors are chimpanzees (patriarchal) and bonobos (matriarchal). On a wider scale most social animal species tend to be matriarchal (ants, birds, whales, most mammals).

Although one can't ignore there are more males amongst the elite. Owing to more variance (both good and bad) due to one of each sex chromosome. In a globalized society men will filter to the top more as a result, no matter what societal progress we make.

The fallout from this is the men on the low side of variance are deemed unworthy by females that tend to congregate towards the middle. In the past, men and women were matched up more through religion, arranged marriage, etc. So I think the 'unmatched' demographic is the source for much of the unrest.

Combine this with sex-selection which only exaberates what we're seeing.
https://www.washingtonpost.com/graphics/2018/world/too-many-men/

https://i.imgur.com/8Ez000B.jpg

An example bachelor. 30. China. Bunking with 5 other construction bros. Cigarettes on the floor.

The reality is that many males for some reason expect a woman to care for them. What the hell bros.

If I had to bunk with 5 dudes u would be sure that I'd be a real bitch and make them clean and make their beds. I would cook for them. The alpha would fall in love with me and I would make him husband material.

I'm greatful the particular desperation of these bachelor's isn't my lot in life. I was spared this to some degree. Like, that is a lot of work. Super slumped shoulders bro.

P.s. I was barracks mom in the military. I yelled at my bunkmates for not clipping their toenails and sweeping dirt under rugs.

I think a huge problem is this idea that people can just go to work, male or female and buy things and pay other people to do the dishes. Or are too reliant on the dishwasher. So they aren't self reliant and can't even manage the most basic aspects of civilized life, like washing a single dish and fork.

We somehow tolerate this. I know I just do everyone's dishes simply because I enjoy it and it's usually no big deal. But when mom gets sick. Everyone dies and self entitled privileged males that never cooked or cleaned are piling up the Macaroni boxes.

Sorry to be sexist. I know some females with the same issues, but they are honestly not that bad or butthurt when called on their crap.

Again. Single people. Small broken family units. Lack of authority from people who really know how to live. And then you add in sexism, isolation, and "virginity".

Ultra yikes.

To be fair that room isn't even really dirty, just boring and unkempt and cheerless. That's not a function of sex. Thats a function of self worth and creativity. No girl is going to make that place better for a 30 year old with no self drive, or spirit. Why are people like this.

At least put up a paper butterfly on the bottom of the bunk above you. And get a book. Probably all illegal in China tho. And considered gay.

[imperiouskitten]

i think hes pretty hot in a high fashion sort of way. some1 should fly him out and make him star in a anti CCP fashion walk, chinderelicte .

hes got bigger fish to fry than warming up that juvenile detention looking "bedroom". very sad photo, he has good genes.

[magnetaress]

i think hes pretty hot in a high fashion sort of way. some1 should fly him out and make him star in a anti CCP fashion walk, chinderelicte .

hes got bigger fish to fry than warming up that juvenile detention looking "bedroom". very sad photo, he has good genes.

Oh yeah, I agree.

That's why I spoke up.

[Nexii]

Yea he could be an 8-9/10 with some styling

[HalflingSpergand]

https://i.imgur.com/8Ez000B.jpg

An example bachelor. 30. China. Bunking with 5 other construction bros. Cigarettes on the floor.

The reality is that many males for some reason expect a woman to care for them. What the hell bros.

If I had to bunk with 5 dudes u would be sure that I'd be a real bitch and make them clean and make their beds. I would cook for them. The alpha would fall in love with me and I would make him husband material.

I'm greatful the particular desperation of these bachelor's isn't my lot in life. I was spared this to some degree. Like, that is a lot of work. Super slumped shoulders bro.

P.s. I was barracks mom in the military. I yelled at my bunkmates for not clipping their toenails and sweeping dirt under rugs.

I think a huge problem is this idea that people can just go to work, male or female and buy things and pay other people to do the dishes. Or are too reliant on the dishwasher. So they aren't self reliant and can't even manage the most basic aspects of civilized life, like washing a single dish and fork.

We somehow tolerate this. I know I just do everyone's dishes simply because I enjoy it and it's usually no big deal. But when mom gets sick. Everyone dies and self entitled privileged males that never cooked or cleaned are piling up the Macaroni boxes.

Sorry to be sexist. I know some females with the same issues, but they are honestly not that bad or butthurt when called on their crap.

Again. Single people. Small broken family units. Lack of authority from people who really know how to live. And then you add in sexism, isolation, and "virginity".

Ultra yikes.

To be fair that room isn't even really dirty, just boring and unkempt and cheerless. That's not a function of sex. Thats a function of self worth and creativity. No girl is going to make that place better for a 30 year old with no self drive, or spirit. Why are people like this.

At least put up a paper butterfly on the bottom of the bunk above you. And get a book. Probably all illegal in China tho. And considered gay.
That dude ordered his vest from usa

[Snortles Chortles]

theoryquesting slave laborer’s makeover
(LOL)

[Kaveh]

I'm not so convinced male dominance is the natural order of things. Our closest ancestors are chimpanzees (patriarchal) and bonobos (matriarchal). On a wider scale most social animal species tend to be matriarchal (ants, birds, whales, most mammals).

Although one can't ignore there are more males amongst the elite. Owing to more variance (both good and bad) due to one of each sex chromosome. In a globalized society men will filter to the top more as a result, no matter what societal progress we make.

The fallout from this is the men on the low side of variance are deemed unworthy by females that tend to congregate towards the middle. In the past, men and women were matched up more through religion, arranged marriage, etc. So I think the 'unmatched' demographic is the source for much of the unrest.

Combine this with sex-selection which only exaberates what we're seeing.
https://www.washingtonpost.com/graphics/2018/world/too-many-men/

Precisely why immigration systems should only import attractive females. Creates more social stability here which means I get to keep my Tesla and multiple homes

[Kaveh]

Also, that entire line of thinking is BS. Women are attracted to confidence, if you believe you are a broke ass loser undeserving of love people will see that. If you’re a well adjusted person some woman will appreciate you

Then again, most people think they are entitled to wealth and a supermodel. But blaming women for societal unrest because men can’t get any is laughable. Just another victim complex people have made for themselves (SAD BIGLY)

[magnetaress]

Also, that entire line of thinking is BS. Women are attracted to confidence, if you believe you are a broke ass loser undeserving of love people will see that. If you’re a well adjusted person some woman will appreciate you

Then again, most people think they are entitled to wealth and a supermodel. But blaming women for societal unrest because men can’t get any is laughable. Just another victim complex people have made for themselves (SAD BIGLY)

Blaming women for societal unrest is laughable.

[Jibartik]

https://www.reddit.com/r/AcademicBiblical/comments/m63c9l/israel_finds_new_dead_sea_scroll_first_such/

sorry for the uboat
(WEED)

[Snortles Chortles]

Fresh off the boat, from reddit, kid? heh I remember when I was just like you. Braindead.

Lemme give you a tip so you can make it in this cyber sanctuary: never make jokes like that.

You got no reputation here, you got no name, you got jackshit here. It's survival of the fittest and you ain't gonna survive long on p1999 by saying stupid jokes that your little hugbox cuntsucking reddit friends would upboat.

None of that here. You don't upboat. You don't downboat. This ain't reddit, kid. This is p1999. We have REAL intellectual discussion, something I don't think you're all that familiar with.

You don't like it, you can hit the bricks on over to rants and raves, you Level Up Larry twitch watching son of a bitch. I hope you don't tho. I hope you stay here and learn our ways.

Things are different here, unlike any other place that the light of internet pop culture reaches. You can be anything here. Me ? heh, I'm a judge.. this place.... this place has a lot to offer... heh you'll see, kid . . . that is if you can handle it... 😎

[Jibartik]

https://forward.com/news/465915/israel-finds-new-dead-sea-scrolls-first-such-discovery-in-60-years/

Origional lank
(BACKTRACED)

[imperiouskitten]

theoryquesting slave laborer’s makeover
(LOL)

good job, u grasped the meta :)

We thought it was funny too!!

[Jibartik]

imagine if this little bit of paper they found said "this gu- -esus is such a ma- -arties like cra- -ank like a whol- -jug of wine to himsel- -ont know where it came fro- -t partied till sun u- -as bad ass."

[magnetaress]

Imagine if we could actually collectively respect people instead of fearing, objectifying, and exploiting eachother. Instead of being entitled privileged rats fighting over the grain on a sinking ship and what kinda ratguns we get to kill eachother over sea salty soggy grain with.

[Gwaihir]

Mithras slaying the Minotaur.

What is the Etymology of "minus", and why was it associated with negativity?

[magnetaress]

I think I get what you mean but don't always wear a heroes bracer.

[Gwaihir]

If we consider the etymology of "Perseus", this name originates from "Persia", where the Mithra cult originated.

Persia being the originesis of the Mithraic cult, and both Mithras and Perseus sporting a Phyrgian cap and slaying a Taurine considered divine by precluding cultures with lionheaded regalia reflective of Ialdabaoth.

[Jibartik]

when do you think saying it's the end times will become like, "yep" instead of "haha i know right?" because before it used to be "you're crazy!"

:o

[Gwaihir]

If we travel further into the origin of the figure, Perseus seems to be derived from Ahriman, a daemonic deity within the Zoroastrian pantheon: the lion-headed cadaceus-wielding diety representing Jupiter's primacy over Saturn who served as the Pater and final arbiter of initiation within the cult.

[magnetaress]

Turns out I followed the Sabbath and took a different path as this appears to be related to manhood. What about the priesthood or ecclesiastical? Is not chastity just another way of forging away from this right away from the minus and towards eunuch? Or malakoi. Or whatever.

[Gwaihir]

Likewise, we compare this lion-headed figure with the Lion of Judah; wielding the caduceus of a serpent wrapped staff of Healing (Ieso) and incorporate these two apparently contrasted figures merged into one as self-sacrifice mires the imagery of The Lamb slain on a cross, much to the dismay of Jove and Cronus alike, who, beforetothen merely sought to feast on the flesh of the minos.

Ieso, or more aptly put, IesoN, which denotes "about to heal", becomes Iesous which conjugates the root into the perfect tense of heal-ing in eternality

[Jibartik]

by following the sabbath, we know it was supposed to be on sat, not sunday right?

(sun is satan fire is hell it all makes sense people he's taken over long ago)

[magnetaress]

Lesion. Legions.

[Gwaihir]

Lesion. Legions.

The interesting thing about Legion.

In Mark 5, and Luke 8, Iesous encounters Legion, and after the entity acknowledges Christ's primacy, beseeching God for Christ not to destroy him, Legion forges an agreement with Christ to possess a nearby herd of swine, who then run off a nearby cliff into the sea to drown, thereby releasing their spirits to roam free again.

The more considerable aspect to acknowledge is location. Jews do not raise swine, so this event occurred in land not under the dominion of God's apportioned Israel, at the dividing of nations following the Babel event.

[magnetaress]

I'm not sure what to think, but I do know that we pesky mortals tend to dwell with and commune with spirits other than Christ, God.

I worshipped several and was even into Hinduism pretty seriously.

I will not pass judgment on the heathen though. Today. For truly, I still may be one, though I am trying.

[Cassawary]

There is a dish so aromatic, so indulgent, so cruel, that it is meant to be eaten with a cloth draped over the diner's face—both to keep in the smells and, perhaps, to hide one's shame from God.

Sounds familiar.

[imperiouskitten]

when do you think saying it's the end times will become like, "yep" instead of "haha i know right?" because before it used to be "you're crazy!"

:o

depends how old u are. i'd say around 60

[HalflingSpergand]

Jib is def a boomer, might even have a duke nukem flat top

[magnetaress]

If you follow Jesus even the pitfalls of worshipping pagan and druidic rights and ancestors are less severe. Jesus has the way forward no matter your spirits.

[Gwaihir]

5 more days till we go for yard fasting sundown wednesday evening to Easter Sunday.

The Lamb awaits.

[Boptop]

This message is hidden because Gwaihir is on your ignore list.

[imperiouskitten]

bye gwaihir dearie, i got stalked off the board.

the creep "cecily" (claims to be trans, doesnt take hormones) has been stalking me for 3 years now and looks like it will never stop, so quitting before it goes to macequest levels. feel free to make fun of him, has a beard and refuses to ever wear makeup or take hormones. but insists on woman's bathroom. rage issues too, fun goblin to poke if u arent doxed on here like me.

sorry we cant finish our romance

[HalflingSpergand]

U said bye a few days ago dint u. No h8 but don't kid yourself

[imperiouskitten]

shut up this last poast bye

[magnetaress]

https://i.imgur.com/2e8Kc9f.jpg
https://i.imgur.com/OvfO2uu.png

U said bye a few days ago dint u. No h8 but don't kid yourself

5 more days till we go for yard fasting sundown wednesday evening to Easter Sunday.

The Lamb awaits.

https://i.imgur.com/SluyX1I.jpg

Sheeps cheese is nice and soft apparently :)

Enjoy your lamb. Maybe we'll do one too. We'll see. It's a great tradition.

[Boptop]

bye gwaihir dearie, i got stalked off the board.

the creep "cecily" (claims to be trans, doesnt take hormones) has been stalking me for 3 years now and looks like it will never stop, so quitting before it goes to macequest levels. feel free to make fun of him, has a beard and refuses to ever wear makeup or take hormones. but insists on woman's bathroom. rage issues too, fun goblin to poke if u arent doxed on here like me.

sorry we cant finish our romance

Post screencaps

[magnetaress]

https://i.imgur.com/VGQxr6r.jpg

[Ahldagor]

Praise be to Belial!

[Gwaihir]

Lent has commenced. We're in the homestretch to redemption now. Which goat are expelling from the settlement, into the wilderness, to offset the one we're sacrificing?

[Baler]

Lent has commenced. We're in the homestretch to redemption now. Which goat are expelling from the settlement, into the wilderness, to offset the one we're sacrificing?

No,no we need those for the sacrifice to moloch or balsomething.

[Gwaihir]

No,no we need those for the sacrifice to moloch or balsomething.

Ba'al
Ba'El
Ba'el'Zerub
Beelzebub

[Baler]

https://i.imgur.com/6jbgxEo.jpg
Ba'al
Ba'El
Ba'el'Zerub
Beelzebub

If you're a real freemason I'd punch you in the fucking face.

[Gwaihir]

14341

[Baler]

I didn't stutter, You'll never control me.

I know your symbology, I'm no spring chicken.

[Cassawary]

I didn't stutter, You'll never control me.

I know your symbology, I'm no spring chicken.

Are Rosicrucians Mormons?

Google says that bird is a Rosicrucian bird

[Baler]

Are Rosicrucians Mormons?

Google says that bird is a Rosicrucian bird

I wasn't talking to you. Buzz off.

[Cassawary]

I wasn't talking to you. Buzz off.

*Buzzes*

What should I do next oniisan?

[Baler]

*Buzzes*

What should I do next oniisan?

Be kind and rewind. Have a great day and hug someone you love.

[Snortles Chortles]

you're killing grandma!

[Gwaihir]

Are Rosicrucians Mormons?

Google says that bird is a Rosicrucian bird

He's so violent, in his uncultured state, so as to strike at the hand that feeds him. Perhaps, Time.........
Time.....
...is the best remedy.

In the physical universe, only separation...a quiet pause...a stepping back.....a refusal to interrupt and/or correct...is the proper response. Like, really. That would be how you physically react, in such a situation within "reality"

"Mind the formalities, we're all dying (in slow motion) here!

[magnetaress]

A lot of good Friday vibes today even though I am spiritually corrupt and living in sin and sickness.

Something I still endeavor to change and am grateful for the guidance of beings like Jesus Christ.

[Jibartik]

https://i.imgur.com/OxJCNxo.png

[Kaveh]

https://i.imgur.com/OxJCNxo.png

Too soon

[Jimjam]

Lent is spent.

[magnetaress]

Yep we are in post lent times.