Originally Posted by Ret.SaxonAlex (Post 3240764)

Its sad that I've had to think about slitting my wrists because this world makes no sense.

Anyone would go, "Oh this guy believes he has been tortured by a secret society and now Antifa." And some how you would pity me as a schizophrenic or make some other realistic conclusion.

But because none of that logic exists. If I go to a mental hospital again, slitting my wrists might be the best option. Welcome adults, to murder land. I hope you miss the conservatives just like the muslim adults did.

Originally Posted by Ret.SaxonAlex (Post 3240768)

I'm going to torture you in a fake world. Then you will conclude I did it to make you start Armageddon. Then you will start many Armageddon's. Then people will persecute you. Then you will hear yourself.

Originally Posted by HalflingSpergand (Post 3240775)

I find this situation laughable and actually calming and predictable. Ask me for tips

Originally Posted by Nocht (Post 3240770)

Hey please stop. Take a breather slow it down.

Forgiving yourself even if you havent done anything wrong, is the first step. Take a break.

Originally Posted by Ret.SaxonAlex (Post 3240776)

ahh so your all evil and ignoring my story and suicide is the best option. I've done this a million times, it will never end. suicide is the best option. not saying I could do it. but if I am buttfucked by yall in a mental hospital forever, I will probably regret not killing myself.

Originally Posted by kaizersoze (Post 3240771)

you give off a weird buffalo bill kind of vibe. I bet you're already on a watch list.

Originally Posted by Ret.SaxonAlex (Post 3240782)

yall said this to me after I told everquest I threatened the government with nukes. This was like 8 years ago. I said something on live like, "Wow man being schizophrenic sucks." then someone told me to stop feeling sorry for myself. Then I said, "I threatened the government with nukes."

then you said what you just said.

I keep telling you this isen't the first Armageddon.

Originally Posted by magnetaress (Post 3240780)

Idk how many times you've had to cope with being in a hospital psych ward, but I can say as bad as my 3x were. It could have been worse.

We didn't ignore you. I did my best to acknowledge your anxiety and help you find a better solution than suicidal ideation or getting trolled online.

I'm not a professional however. I can't really help you.