It's 4 different ones now. So you'll eventually guess right! Still won't say.

I srsly got tired of just cycling in n out of the psyche ward. Don't care if I end up drooling a little.

there's a Klonopin for that

coward, don't let them take your superpowers.

Honestly tired of them.

I am a little concerned it's going to screw things up in that regard though. Very psychic n very high esper rating r now. It's going to put a crimp in my altered state of conciousness... butttt

Hubris is to believe im special. Pride is to believe in my superpowers... I don't think I'm that special. Don't feel like I should be or want to be.

The worst part is being paranoid and delusional. All the time.

Maybe part of this journey this time is to learn to accept reality as it is and take the drugs and learn to suffer less. And in turn spread less suffering. Like if I was a very evil person in a past life who hurt people who had mental issues. This could all be dharma still. Or if I just wanted to live a life like this so I could understand.

I'm still tired of reincarnation. Finding a place of stasis and peace though where I feel no more need ... one day. Maybe.

I found out that's schedule iv today with the weed news. Neat.

Same as the walrus drug for sleepin.

oh hell yeah

the american population will so easily be made into docile and servile cattle

we will meet absolutely zero resistance as we roll our tanks across the amber waves of grain

If weed worked I would be fine with the Drs orders. Sadly I go completely bizarro. A few other pharmaceuticals do that aswell too. Stuff that isn't even normally psychoactive. Won't say for OPSEC. Butt the drs don't fckn believe it right away never. And it's stupid as shit.