you wanna beat Satan?

then you walk up to him, you look him in the eyes, you shake his hand, and you politely but firmly say, "No". You have to refuse evil, but never at the cost of your own soul, he can work with that.

running from Satan is just as bad as indulging him, he can work with that too.

solid point

I assigned you homework, did you start to build your in-bed home theater system?

playing EQ is something you want, you need to give yourself that. If you are unable to sit at a desk to play EQ, then you need to build your in-bed home theater system.

42" or larger TV, wireless mouse/keyboard, windows scaling at 300%. I know you can afford these items as none of them need to be expensive.

Once you accomplish this, then you need to let yourself feel good playing EQ. You will then know a little bit of happiness.

You will then need to ask yourself, "what would make me happier?"

Happiness is the pursuit of happiness. You can never stop trying. When you fail, and you will fail, you need to try again.

Figure out what it is that you want, and kick in doors to get it for yourself.

This is where I have to step out of the conversation, because I cannot answer that question without hurting other ppl emotionally. ANd risking them experiencing their behaviors. I feel like this is an oblique enough answer to get thru that without triggering anyone and hurting anyone. Hopefully.

This thread prob needs to be nuked.

nobody here is gonna get hurt by your answers. these people are all willing to help you.

you don't need to hide behind their problems or be concerned about them, you can't help them or anyone if you don't help yourself.

this thread just got good, we just showed you what you need.

You posted a thread about not feeling good, you DO want this.

We can only open the door, you're going to have to drag your ass through it, and it's gonna SUUUUCCKKK, but on the other side of this door, is your happiness

it will still be there when you are ready.

Whoever it was that said "this thread just got good" was dead on.
Magnet, you say you feel pain already right? With no apparent end in sight so enduring a little bit more for a potential resolution sounds like a plan.
Trex, im impressed and leaping with joy that a kindness such as this came from (what has largely been) shitpost central.
Your plan for magnet may or may not work but it gave me pause to think. I have many nice pieces of wood, maybe i could fashion for you a door wedge.

a door wedge?

will it have my name in EQ themed woodburned scrollwork?

is this sort of thing common in the Land of Oz?

sorry im American, here we just buy each other useless things that we don't need and expect the recipient to feign great appreciation

https://y.yarn.co/cf400a13-b5a2-4195...screenshot.jpg

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Total_depravity

(good cop bad cop)

(all cops are good cops, see how ridiculous that sounds?)

To hold Magnets door open. Also, it will prolly be a scrap i have that is the exact right size not because i know the size, i just store every piece just in case.
If it helps, i will call it BIS.