It is sad to have to do, but I decided it was best to finally cut a feiend of 1 yearish out of my life for ahwile... I worry for her and hope that things will het better for her...but I have no idea how. :( TWENTYish suicide threats in the span of about a year is just a little too stressful for me.
Just several nights ago, we were sharing short mini videos with each other having a REALLY good bunch of laughs. I then mistakenly shared
WKUK I NEED ATTENTION without seeing the ending of the WKUK skit(knowing it would probably trigger her negatively). Well...this video clip did HEAVILY trigger her :( proceeding with lecturing about "YOU NEVER JOKE ABOUT DEATH".
Fast forward to last night....I'm not in the mood to EQ...I just wanna lie down and read/internet surf/news/research etc. Well...my friend must share EVERY single EQ death they are runnimg into while soloing (5 or 6 total) followed at least 5 times by stuff like..."Seriously considering the noose. and "Ready to end my life" "I have nothing to lose." "Wanna DESTROY stuff with a baseball bat."
Soo I peacefully and very diplomatically(but I obviously failed) try to talk my friend into playing something else, looking for a group etc. I eventually strain under all the self pity of "Nobody wants to play with me" and tell her how immature and obnoxious all the suicide threats over 1999 Elf-Sim *actually are.*
Well, guess what? All my honest criticisms over concern or love instantly turned into every time into a "Yoi do that too!" "Oh, but what about YOU" "You're not perfect!!" ad nauseam. No humility or coming clean from this person, almost ever...
A couple hours after all the very serious sounding suicide threats came a "Me any my ex(that hates ne now) used to make death threats like that Allll the time after we wiped. It's just comedy." "NEVER joke about death!?" :o:confused:
