| ibetweenk |
06-29-2018 03:40 PM |
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Originally Posted by DinoTriz
(Post 2732060)
More details about your Republican fuck fest pls
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this was my mom's bf, or husband i think?? (she would get mail at that home in a totally different name, which shared his last name, but I know that her legal name [or at least the one attached to her birth social lol] remained the one by which I knew her.) like me, Mom had a fascination for these INTJ perverse connected guys which got her into trouble time and again.
he was one of those. squat, beefy, and swarthy but white, with money from a career that culminated in his CEOing for a very major corporation. i stayed with them in a remote location in the woods on the other side of the country.
it was a lazy summer and the house could be opened up on a nice day like it was outdoors and it was reaaaally nice in there. i watched a fair bit of TV in that space while I did computer things on my laptop. and he got REALLY excited that I liked watching foxnews & particularly Bill O'Reilly. i never have really been very political but I enjoyed the show (Bill O'Reilly is excellent television) and i'd humor him when he started talking "issues". we'd sit and watch TV and he'd talk in "us" and "them" terms, about how "they" want to destroy the sanctity of marriage etc (at least I think that was the issue of the day).
it's kind of funny to look back at. I knew he was kind of a dick and there was a major emotional stunt somewhere in him; I never really fully respected him. Still it gave me pleasure to build him up and let him lecture to me, and we did have a warm relationship. He gave me a signed copy of a Bill O'Reilly book.
even tho I correctly did not perceive him to be particularly intelligent, he had slam dunked in life and I liked his company and therefore I looked at him as an archetype of the sort of person I needed to learn to get along with to get ahead in the world. and, so, I took a good amount of what he said not into my heart of hearts, but into the heart of my strategy, my Way of the Blade. When he told me the Drudge Report was what all reporters, not just conservatives check first thing when they launch their browser, I took it as factual enough to integrate into my Program of Getting Good.
it was all very pederastic and it was a fuk fest but I think if he had come to understand that it would have torn his psyche apart. if he was a broader & sicker man it could have been rly hot |
