Mfw
 

I realize I’m a grown adult that recently spent a large chunk of time playing a 20 year old elf simulator with very little skill involved and everything about it already solved. Feelsbad

if it makes you feel better there was a high chance of the life being wasted and only something like .5% of all humans actually mattering

i simulate my elf on a nightly basis

I feel the same when I spend a day off playing rather than doing something to better myself. Yet, I continue to do it. If it wasn't EQ, it would just be some other game though. May as well be a game that doesn't suck /shrug

games fun

sorry you didnt get fulfillment

if you look at it from the perspective of people playing p99 vs people in the world it's a very low percentage of insignificant people wasting their lives on a 20 year old elf sim

hope this makes you feel better

I lie and convince myself that everyone lives a sad life in some respect:

Married with children? You're a slave to your family, with no freedom.

Good career? Wage cuck, who becomes old in the rat race.

Celebrity? Cursed by fame, can't leave the house.

Musician? People will always ask you to play that one song for the rest of your life.

Rich bachelor? Relationships are shallow and no one really loves you.

^

I am just running out the clock. It's all meaningless in the end and no one will remember anything you have done. People that spend their entire lives trying to find purpose and meaning die alone and forgotten like everyone else.

Hope that makes you feel better!

Luckily, I don't have any of these problems!