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Love you, too! You shared a really good post there.

fwiw I know Asteria IRL, she's a sweet person and not a drug user

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Originally Posted by Cecily (Post 3207289)

Love you, too! You shared a really good post there; however, I'm enjoying this cat fighting. I know Asteria IRL, she's a sweet person and not a drug user fwiw.

I believe you both. It's just like wtf ppl. I'm going to go do something wholesome today. I'm not implying she wasn't either. To be clear. I'm critical of the substance and motivations of the postings.

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Originally Posted by Baler (Post 3207287)

https://i.imgur.com/8t19IsA.gif

^ my 30 minutes on edits was up and I even resisted doubleposting. :D

https://i.imgur.com/MDN7KVP.gif

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Originally Posted by magnetaress (Post 3207269)

Look, you fired the next shot and the next shot Asteria. And restarted the fight. That's all I'm going to say.

imperious is sweet and never talks to me like this nor does she 'want attention'.

I don't know enough about you other than you like video games and are hanging out with someone I don't want to see hurt, either by you melting down yourself or by getting involved in this bs. Maybe you should think about that. Stop trying to hurt imperiouskitten it looks bad. Real bad.

Yeah it hurts to be called names online and it hurts to call other people names online. Unless you have a real statement to make about how we should be, it's not worth it. It hurts to not be believed, and be misunderstood. I HAVE FUCKING BEEN THERE TIME AND TIME AGAIN. What makes it different for me is I don't dwell over a year on retribution. And I become guilty over how I treated the other party. And I grow the fuck up.

This thread has turned into a pissing contest between you two, and you look like the agressor from my stance. Even IF, and its a big IF imperiouskitten really did make a passive aggressive post about you on like page1-3 (i don't see it), you came in here swinging like a trucker in delerium. Everything someone posts isn't always about you. This universe, it's not about us as individuals. What you perceive and think of as you isn't what its all about. Every comment. Every movie title. Every story arch about a character isn't about us. I know because I suffer the same delusional state of mind and have to treat it with therapy and drugs.

What was between imperious and the nice guy Topgunben who is legit cool about life and just havin a laugh, you came in here and the thread went from light hearted and trollish to straight up dark. We are now on page 7. And I'm depressed. I hoped to see something nice this morning, or have something nice to post. But this is a black hole of dark energy and you are not helping.

I said I wasn't heavily invested in the community. I don't need friends online here. I'm siding with the kitten.

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If anyone wants to transition... or thinks about it take a good hard look at this thread, the results can look like this if you don't have the chops to handle reality becoming warped. Let go of baggage. Expectations. And beliefs. And experience a type of death that can't be described in the scope of a book or doctrine. You'll likely always struggle with it, but not every single path leads to the same place for every individual. If you can understand that then you may have a chance. If you can't. I feel really sorry for you and wish there was a way to make it not hurt. Regardless of whatever you decide, decided. I feel like a lot of the trans people I have met still struggle with this. I'm not saying I'm "better" or figured it out. But this isn't my problem anymore. I don't need to fix this anymore. I don't need to obsessively feel upset and worry about the outcomes for myself or anyone else.

There is a lot to this universe. Consider it.

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In that vain, stop vainly targeting each others passibility, worthiness, or looks or abilities. It's pointless. It will always lead to shame and pain if that's all you can fathom about yourself and each other. If you cannot understand another persons innate worthiness, you certainly can't understand your own. Let it go.

ok dude...

This is a video game forums, most of us don't wanna see any of this tranny bullshit and victimhood crying. they were telling you as much 6 or 7 years ago when you were runlvl0. You are simply showing them you have serious mental illness to continue posting your transition or victimhood bullshit still here for validation all these years later.

You're pathetic, my friend :o

PS. Nice meltdown you 2
PSS. Transitioning into a trans person or LARPing female doesn't cure or help your mental illness. Please seek help, dudes

This is a video game forums, most of us don't wanna see any of this tranny bullshit and victimhood crying.

Dude you post tons of horrible stuff

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Originally Posted by Asteria (Post 3207583)

Nice you now attacked me after I asked for you to act like a decent human being and stop attacking people.

When will you grow up? And become a woman? And stop throwing shade simply to validate yourself.

You aren't hurting me. You don't need validation from me. You aren't "talpha" and your only hurting yourself by living in anger and denial.

You are way overly concerned about my opinion of you. Well. I gave you all of my wisdom and insight in hopes that you could stop cussing imperiouskitten. And like move on with life. I'm not your mom or counselor and turning this around on me is pretty kindergarten level childish.

Look I'm not going to continue trying to be kind and help you find some peace. When I post. It's not all about you and I am done here. I've said my peace and I don't care how you look. Or why you transitioned or whatever.

I just wanted to help you learn to be nice for once to people who don't deserve your hatred. When you act out in public. Others see what is going on. You're validating all the things you've been afraid of your whole life in other people's eyes. If you want real personal power. I hope you come to understand that and learn to set a better example.

You've got my thoughts and prayers 🙏. Godspeed lady.

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Originally Posted by Morton Jr (Post 3207607)

This is a video game forums, most of us don't wanna see any of this tranny bullshit and victimhood crying.

Dude you post tons of horrible stuff

I agree and this thread was supposed to be good clean fun about walfless and the good old days. Like in 2010.

sorry for helping to spin the web. it looks like we won't be getting any remorse or development, but if we did I would not react smarmily. truly. i will impress you next time by ignoring tho.

just let it be known i have achieved quite a bit. whether I'm immature enough to react to a person who would be vicious IRL because of some online shit or no. People who met me 3 and 4 years ago don't know jack, except that they were already intimidated by me then and, admittedly, that I am vulnerable enough irl I can be run roughshod over by brutal personalities. Yes, I am not brawler tuff.

I don't identify as a tranny and i'm not going to be comfortable with that line of approach either.

I wish we could be acquaintances, treat each other like self-respecting women, and not shred each other over and over. Not harbor this TERF stuff in our hearts. Be proud of what we've got etc. I sure am. And actually you know, the cluster of trans girls here are all pretty good successes looks-wise. I'm sorry for making fun of your looks Asteria, especially seeing the content of that post with the "tranny" shit. You have achieved enough to warrant more self-respect, I promise you.

hey, biden won!!

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Originally Posted by imperiouskitten (Post 3207633)

sorry for helping to spin the web. i will impress u next time by ignoring.

hey, biden won!!

I don't mind. You saw how much unfiltered crap I write. I'm just trying to do better with it lately and want to encourage others to consider at least doing the same.

Are you sure tho? Like the real electoral college convened and did their thing?

Looks like the popular vote, and such is for him and that even if he looses some votes he'd still win. So, I guess? I agree?

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Originally Posted by magnetaress (Post 3207639)

Drudge says he won and he just gave a victory speech. Trump's going to pretend there's a doubt but there's not.

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Originally Posted by magnetaress (Post 3204786)

I like your avatar but it makes me anxious Cecily. I'm glad you still have a good hearty sense of humor tho.

That's from the Shining force Sega Genesis game. One of my first tastes of console rpg's, good stuff.