Still not smoking! Last time I did it for an extended period was with Well-well-well what do have here butrin, and that was great because it mitigated weight gain and withdrawal. The shitty thing was you get slammed by the withdrawals and weight gain as soon as you quit the medication. This time around I utilized progesterone, which I've done successfully once before, and, once again, using it for this purpose made me a major bitch. What's neat, though, about prog is that it's been shown to help women curb addictive behaviors during the luteal phase in their menstrual cycle. It works. Intensifies murder impulses for a week or two. Pretty scary. I felt like dog shit for about a month and just now snapping out of it.

Up 5 lbs from already high baseline, but I'm healthier. Mood stabilizing. Skin looks better. Breathing easier. Fat is sticking in the right places. I went up a bra cup size in a week, right after I bought a couple new 34Cs, which are now verging on too tight. 34Bs retired after a year of service. /salute

Research shows 80% of people who quit smoking gain ~10 lbs in a year. A not small number gain 20. That's fucking horrible, but I am pretty sure I know why this happens. Spoilerrrr: it's not diet or exercise related. It's gonna be harder to fix than quitting smoking was, I think, but I have a plan. For right now, the ++fat is a major transition boost and I may let that ride for a little.

day 19, cigarette free. 2,900 pushups

delusional

a vitalizing view, dripping w/ verity
thats demonstrably not tru. in fact, i never butt fudcked until i was a 10 yr veteran of this board. i made sure my consent was DEEP. and i poaSted about it to the board as soon as i lost my V
but liek i said i cant be a whore, for i only butt fuck with my husbando. I think I am more accurately described as a sci fi lothario, queer bait or just plain rape bait as well as kind of a ruthless tease. Since i have been orbited by butt fuckers all my life and have to in retrospect acknowledge most of the men around me have been pedos, and ive been roofied in bars, seen the world and traveled to Japan on my looks (yes i got catcalled by japanese girls plenty) and whatnot, and been pressured by PLENTY of pedophile sickos to screw and never gave in on my celibacy til i met a good person (Juris).

I think its a tactical misstep for u Cecily to call me a whore, since i'm not and my explanation kind of draws attention to the fact that my "creepdar" is plenty accurate. Its normally considered "normal" to have at least 1 sexual partner by 30, not whoreish FYI. And cringey that you're keen to judge and revile me for being a "whore" on the basis that an actual crack whore IRL who smokes rocks sleeplessly until she thinks i'm a federal agent and blows up my phone, who u look up to, was jealous of my looks, perceived education & perceived wealth & thus went nuts on me.


Anyway i'm still living this virgin bride life. married before my first butt fuck. gave myself to a male with joy, no niggling sensation of feeling humiliated by being a wife (being that I am a woman). and yes, got to spend plenty of time as a courtesan too while not putting out, because i am that uniquely attractive to men in powerful positions. It's geisha vs hooker, in an era when geishahood is basically ded and i'm the last of the breed. sooo thats just one more thing for all the ice-addled crypto-glory-holers with herpes on their ass to seethe on. let's see Asteria, who i guess is not a whore?, flex her "expensive" $300 anal sex services in reply again lmao

Don't you have on only fans on pornhub?

not my fault dicklesses drop hundreds and thousands to watch my husband get busy on me. and I'm not a whore for letting a dyke tie me up in suspension in front of a crowd either. that's called art and community, and as the possessor of the body that draws crowd it is incumbent on me to facilitate

Ok but you get money for it?

Sure do :D

I like how you meet all 3 definitions. That's my favorite part.