Opiates and cocaine will drop you off curbside in hell in >6 months. They are evil shits.
Find a support group and go to it and listen to people also coming back. Only they will truly understand what your deal is, and will become your best friends during this period of your life.
And never, ever tell yourself you can ever fuck with this shit again. Zero. Don't worry. Sobriety is actually pretty cool. Once the monkey is genuinely and really off your back, it feels like a whole new life and a whole new world.
Best of luck, and don't ever fuckin touch that shit again
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