Work hard in school so you have a better chance of doing what you want in life and getting away from your stressful environment. It sounds like your home is causing the depression.
Don't feel bad or beat yourself up more about it. This happens to other people too.
Life WILL get better. Perhaps even easier (if you work towards making it easier). It IS possible. I know that I felt totally hopeless when I was your age. If my adult self could travel back in time and tell my young self, this shit is fix-able-it-will-be-ok... wow... would have made things better.
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