Almost everyone can legitimately say they are depressed. I'd just stop trying to find something to blame it on and just accept it as a human trait. Think about all the people who have lived throughout history in much worse types of conditions. I'm sure many of them felt the same way or even worse. Life in general is hard and depressing to everyone in one way or another. Especially when you get old and your loved ones start to pass away as you get lonelier and lonelier while your body painfully deteriorates into a rotting corpse in eternal darkness. And that's if you are considered "lucky" and aren't brutally killed or baked to death by radiation and chemotherapy.
Deal with it.
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