I just wanted to tell everyone that I am sorry I failed to stay strong as a leader. I wasn't good about a lot of things and one thing I really failed at was communicating my personal issues outside of the game. Some of you may have realized I had started to be less present, and more agitated towards the end of our time together. I was diagnosed with Huntington's disease shortly before I left the server.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Huntington's_disease
I recognize today that I am not who I used to be anymore. I still think about that period of time a lot and it haunts me. I want to apologize to everyone who feels like I failed them, or wronged them because I probably did. I also just want everyone who I have blamed to know that I forgive you and that what happened wasn't really your fault.
I hope this helps some of you move on. I want you guys to be able to have fun together on this box. I think that this box deserves better than it has been getting. It is a game after all and that is something that is easily forgotten when you play here for too long.
Be better to each other, you all love the same thing.