Lol I feel the same way about the outdoors. All the rock climbing and shit I did... PLENTY OF TRAUMA THX. Now I'm good to be a city dweller & listen to opera & shit in a porcelain toilet & sleep in a bed. I also have hypervigilance. It used 2 be a lot worse when I was sicky with the gut disease. since fixing that and stopping the chronique use of w33d and incorporating lots of meditation and parasympathetic encouraging activities, I am doing a lot better with it. have u tried to re-train this?
and re the N crap. i was on a non-opiod one called Ultram and the detox was still awful. tons of night sweats, like sheets of sweat. and I even had these weird "brain zaps" from time to time. scary shit.
c u REAL sewn
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