So I'm depressed, right? Mainly due to the progesterone I'm taking, that is putting fat on in areas I need to not get sirred all day erryday. Lot of fat too, think +15 lbs or so in a month. So game plan is to let that glue to whereever it needs to (boobs / face), not let it get past 2 hundo, and pray it stays there when I diet it off again.
I just sat down after buying a drink and a snickers bar and starting crying for precisely 5 seconds in public. Normal bro stuff, you know?
I think one of the hardest lessons in life to learn is that you are not your feelings. Very hard to separate, I find. I've decided that I'm gonna have to chase ego death or my ego is gonna kill me. Luckily, I've made pretty big spirituality gains this year. Come onnnnn enlightenment.
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