2cnd hand from the stuff people use to get high triggers elevated heartrate. Paranoia. And I get really bad violent impulses. Like PTSD level triggered wanna just go out in a blaze of glory with Mr Brick.
It's dark shit.
I'm probably reliving aktchual ptsd tho and am an extremely rare outlier.
If I didn't have decades of bhuddist discipline and frenzy poopsocks under my belt I probably couldn't cope.
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