Maybe gonnna eat icecream with my fried fish sticks tonight, its my body, and my death, and my decline. I don't expect to be saved from it. I know what to do better.
Love u all and don't care if u struggle with it either. Step 1 is getting your head in a place where you can achieve the goals u want, if that is being thin.
I won't subsidize ur heart or lung surgery tho. Perfectly happen to participate in a state that just gives palliative care and eases you out of this world, so there are less gunmen and accidents on the road.
I don't think you are an awful piece of trash, but I do identify a struggle in people to be strong, healthy, free, and independent of the system, just like I am dealing with, on a different level. Please don't blame others either for your failure. If your condition upsets you.
We could make calisthenics, diet, and other things more mandatory in school though. People should come out of HS with the ability to eat clean, source clean food, look out for the environment and the food chain, cook for themselves, grow their own food, and do all forms of yoga. I think that would benefit society greatly.
And I think we should be very punitive towards institutions and exploitive, abusive people who disrespect the earth and the environment. But that's more a personal desire and fantasy. Long term goal for the human species to get a feel on and work towards. As an individual, you just get my thoughts and feelings here.
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