For a long time I was upset. Worried where and how my bones died. Like crap. Not in this place physically where I have no real connection to all these liars and corrupt
scared ppl. Not in a run down home or the gutter out front. Where the state will not respect my remains and let the flowers grow out of me. Like the American ways to die to me... drugs. Cars, crime, riots, food poisoning, heart failure, gangstalkers, hepatitis, 5G, malnutrition while somehow being obese, chronic fatigue or muscle wasting... airliners..
Like that alllllll bothered me. For a bit.
Now I'm just excited by all the small good stuff that comes my way.
Seeing millionaires arm up and hit the streets to defend their city. Well. That is awesome. When they could have fled. Or be puppets.
I think Americans with money and power lots of property have abandoned their country. And I get it. Life is scary. And tough. And you're not responsible. They probably just don't believe they're even Americans anymore. Or people at all. I sometimes wonder how I am in this form with everyone who seems to be so selfish and greedy and egocentric. Like most people don't think. Or feel with real emotions. They're just constantly responding to desires and pain. And totally afraid. Without any belonging. No connection to that which birthed and will consume them.
This is their country too. I think we should be good at something. And belong to something. And be part of something. We should take care of ourselves. Our country. And not just take pills or let businesses scam us into being poisoned and fat and going to the ERs.
You should all get medical attention and keep fighting and telling ur story so that ppl can see what needs to be done and how they need not be and need to be. Keep alive. And keep sad about plastic and violent death commute skirmishes in vehicles with insane ppl. Every day.
Know tho that porridge is good for u and u can be healthy and strong again. And if you're dying u can still learn how to be strong and tell others. And u can look ppl in their eyes so they are not alone.
Ya this is a troll post. Maybe aliens will take u on a DMT trip when it's time to let go and watch the kids do it all over again.
Stop poisoning yourselves. The land. The food. Eat clean. Walk. Live. Enjoy the flowers and bugs even if their on "weeds".
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