If this text seems weird to you, know that I was diagnosed with asperger, psychosis, undifferentiated schizophrenia when I was 16 and I take anti-psychotics since then, 10 mg Olanzapine, so my brain is fried. I can't sleep 1 second without those pills and I've been to a mental hospital twice. If I don't take Olanzapine I think I could die from it. They are heavily addictive pills. Once you take 'em for a year or more, you can never sleep without them. They are made by Eli Lilly or so and they made them heavily addictive to get more money. Olanzapine is the most addictive stuff ever, but at least you can function and work in society as long as you take them. I mean I can write this text and appear crazy to you. That's much better than being a cripple!
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