[SorenVC]

Your boy Soren had a therapist appointment today... I told her the truth, that I didn't take my antipsychotics (Olanzapine) on 11th September and didn't sleep and the next day had tremendous pain. It was unbearable and I had to lie in bed the entire day, and when I didn't I was in huge pain for the entire body. That's why I took my Olanzapine the next day and since. Now I feel better.

She said it was very good I took my medication and she said I should just take this medication all my life until I die. In my opinion if you didn't take Olanzapine longer than 1 or 2 months you will probably be fine with a cold turkey withdrawal. Other than that everyone should always do a very slow taper if you want to get rid of it.

As for me I accept my fate and will be on this med for the rest of my life. I don't even know if a liquid taper could work and I don't wanna try it. I don't really believe in all that mental illness but it is what it is. Maybe I'm just a schizophrenic who needs his pills. There's nothing I can do and I will take my pills forever now. Only Jesus can heal me once I died.