Always, always play the class you want, regardless how difficult it is in the beginning. Leveling a caster will be easier in the short run, but ultimately you will be setting yourself back from playing the class you will truly enjoy.
And part of the challenge is using all your faculties to survive as a gear-dependent melee.
But honestly, you don't have it nearly as hard as tank classes. They're even more gear dependent than you are
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