Speaking of which, I bought a pack of cigarettes the other day and they were fantastic. 1-2 a day stopped all my concentration / impulse problems. I could get work done again. I smoked about 7 or 9 then I lost the pack and I’ve been trying to keep myself from buying more the past 4 nights. Very unpleasant withdrawal. It’s not as strong as it was when I was quitting from an active addiction, but it’s constant at night. This craving has been droning in my head for 3 hours.
Something tells me I’m really close to CoPD and if I cave I’m getting emphysema.
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