Back from Losing Streak!

[Ganjar]

Well I'm back from about 4 or 5 months now of not playing. I would consider this a losing streak hehe, I try to keep a good head on my shoulders and stay positive but it has been ruff. It started on 4/21 with a apartment fire that took a few of my pets, I was able to run into a smoke filled apartment a pull one out though, another found on of the only spots in the apartment with a oxygen patch and lived as well ( cat). The one I pulled out was able to be resitated with oxygen and recovered. The others I had to listen to scream for help and listen to the police scream at me and threaten to detain me if I ran back in. My pets for about 10 years, stuck with me with divorce, jobs and troubles to say the least R.I.P. ,, . So I manage to get another apartment for me and the survivors after about a month and some help, got into a new job which was badly needed, and re-established a relationship with my kid. He was coming over daily when I would pick him up from daycare and it was going good! Then I got pulled over on a warrant traffic violation, and the found a pipe in my pocket. So a 3 day stay turned into a 3 month stay at county jail. Jails not the worst thing in the world and 3 months isn't that long, but all I could think about was my kid, and because of my step moms occupation I had to live in a shoebox 24/7 lockdown isolation the whole time with only books to read as entertainment. I got to leave my 10 by 5 box for 30 mind a day for a shower which I had to walk to in shackles though lol. --- just got out the other day, with probation and threat of prison being hung over my head constantly. I also lost my job I had just started which I had liked very much, so looking for work as well, but may have found something temporarily the other day!! So stuff might he coming together already a little bit, as well as a reunion with my young child the other day which was fekking awesome. Stuff is going good I would have to say, staying sober for 2 years will be nothing. I just spent 90 days in total, well almost, isolation like Jesus lol-- so headstrong for sure. No problem.

Now I just have to find me a hard drive on for a computer I'm building and I should be able to get back in game. It will be a comforting familiarity, but man I'm ready hehe. As they say, I don't wanna be "bush/towered out of existence". Hope to see u all soon! Little bit of project 1999 therapy is in order!