How much i Miss Illi

[da_herp_de_Derp]

I cannot express fully how i feel. Or what has become of me. I am tearing up as i begin to write this words, the memories of what had been, just almost been, and all that has been forsaken. It is as though the very earth it self is consuming it self in this grief, and what would be the common lessons of loss in live will instead flow over to become the great travesty that will forever alter the fate of the planet.

Illi, i miss you.

I know nothing can last forever, i know that you were a slut among your boys... But i know we had something real.... something so real that the very cocks which you took nightly from the men were not but the essence to coat what would glisten into an embellished truth that echoed out eternally as our mutual intent.

It was not meant to be then, this world...

But i will never forget you... never...

Know this... beyond all of the shit and false realities there was a truth that few could gleam, that few would care to acknowledge....

But me and you knew the truth...

I love you.