Advice on life

[Tunabros]

Hello people of Norrath,

It's a very tough time of the year. We all know that. I am writing because I seek advice.

This is not a post to beg for attention. There are some things in my life right now and I

am having a very hard time. The main reason is my own father. I never had a good

relationship with him. Or with anyone in his entire family (not an exaggeration).

I hate the fact that his blood is in my veins and wish he wasn't my father. All he does

is be a hypocrite and fight with everyone in the family. He went to jail multiple times

in my life for selling drugs and robbery. I don't even know what it feels like to have a
father. Just the other day, he

spent 200 bucks on "something". My mom asked him nicely, "Hey, what did buy

today?". For some retarded reason, he got pissed off and told my mom to stop being

loud and angry (which she was clearly not). Another thing that pisses me off is that

he thinks he's smarter than everyone but in reality, he skipped high school and got

a GED. Whenever he fights with my mom, he would not talk to anyone and go out

spend a couple of hundred dollars on prostitutes. I can't take this anymore. I feel

like I don't have a family and it's all torn apart. Whenever he gets pissed off, he would

go out for a very long time. After a while, he would beg us to forgive him. I just

want to know what it's like to have a father. My own mother regrets marrying him

and have already divorced him but because he keeps begging us to come back and

we are very tight on funds we forced ourselves to tolerate him. They are still fighting

right now as I write this. The funny thing is that 95 percent of the time, my mother is

correct and it's just my father being a fucking retard. My own hope right now is to

finish college and get my degree.

My dad can go rot on the streets while my mother, I will take care of the rest

of my life as she is the only one who cares for me. Sorry, this is a dumb post. Feel

free to ignore this, it is a bit of a ramble and I don't care what anyone says.


But if anyone has advice on what to do with this situation, please I want to hear.

Tunabros