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Originally Posted by Toxigen
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lots of edits from someone entirely unsure of themselves...kinda fitting tho when you think about it
too easy - also must sleep b/c i have a company to run tomorrow
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lurk more lol. im a edit fiend and I am testing out a new keyboard! my confidence is much closer to "over" than not enough, and everyone reading this knows it soo...nice try. I'll hang on to my life tyvm where I get to drive a nice body instead of a bloated, broken, cheap and angry man's barely-afforded status symbol of a car probably purchased in bad taste. You haven't come close to getting my number yet in all honesty, but you can do the Patriam cope and just stay in full denial while being too undereducated to maintain a conversation with me. If you think you're gonna make me feel guilty about my own image when I am beautiful, educated & successful by reminding me that I am still upwardly mobile, it really only reveals just how far gone your senses are to the delusion of meritocracy.
But never you mind, because I am actually that rare case that has the stuff to make a case for meritocracy. And if I only make half as much as you, at the cost of only 1/10th the disfigurement? Assuming you make a living wage I would be comfortable with that. I am mostly a church girl and don't see dollars as the make-or-break with respect to mediocrity. More to the point for me is control over my own time, which I enjoy in a greater share than you; whether I succeed in behaving with decency toward my husband and never flake off of him on some emotional whim and bang some other guy before I get a grip in the next 40 years; whether I feel people are happy to see me or not, etc. I have met plenty who place the dignity of large stacks of dirty, smelly cash ahead of the dignity of kindness. Believe me I have, and I've even tried to pull one back to humanity. Despite profound efforts he could not be reached.
Wouldn't trade myself or my philosophy for the prosperity of any of those guys. Okay with an ascetic life, like I said. Not afraid to admit growing up poor, lower middle class desert child. And very happy and proud to say that my circumstances (and self!) are looking better than ever, when only 3 yrs ago I was facing the inability to tie my own shoes and computing with a mouth mouse from a crash pad because my rich scumbag bf dumped me into the street flat broke. Especially proud because I have not worked since. And just bought a ton of equipment for a business venture so I do actually have some assets other than land for once
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nice to meetcha for the first time again
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