Favorite YouTube channels? (No political plz)

[Ekco]

Originally Posted by NopeNopeNopeNope [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Ya, same, grew up watching Rotten and Ogrish

I have a much harder time watching soldiers die, or even someone’s suicide, than some gangbanger career criminal who’s decided “I ain’t goin back to jail!” after doing something horrible again to someone and decides to then get in a shootout with police

Those are the times where I can listen to the sounds (since YouTube censorship requires blurring the sights) of someone dying without feeling a great deal of sympathy, although I do feel some. And taking that in occasionally might come in handy to make the sight of someone dying in front of me less disturbing if the shit ever hit the fan or if God forbid, I was in a life or death combat situation. I have already smelled a melting rotting human body a few years back in my job, so have that base covered as well

That’s what a lot of these autistic nerd edgelord wanna-be psycho killers don’t realize. A human is just another very large animal. And a very large animal can fight much harder for its life than some people think. And the noise and sights of a very large animal (that speaks English) dying is not at all like in the movies

yeah that's what freaks me out, ive never seen it personally, even in my life the bad shit always happens off screen and i just hear about it afterwards, i compartmentalize it, put it in it's nice little vanilla folder in my brain and try to never think about it again.

like someone committed suicide and instead of reading the unread text messages i received, i just deleted them

oh, i left that hotel room an hour before someone was murdered for their backpack of drugs? neat, let's never think about that again.

..etc

[shovelquest]

Im positive there was a dead kid in the ball pit when I was like 8 or 9 but I can't prove it.

[Ekco]

Originally Posted by shovelquest [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Im positive there was a dead kid in the ball pit when I was like 8 or 9 but I can't prove it.

wanna hear something really fucked up? i was positive i knew who killed amber hagerman for like 20 years and didn't say anything for some reason.

not to straight up dox myself but i was in her class and grew up 2 blocks from where she was taken

turns out a piece of shit molesting his daughter who in turn molested me(i enjoyed it, lets be real but the age and age difference was pretty bad) was unrelated to the murder lol

when all the church stuff started coming out i was like "oh, guess that shit is common"

still, "do you enjoy this, it's how my dad likes it" is a fucked up core childhood memory to have lol.

[shovelquest]

Man sorry to hear about all that lol.

[Ekco]

Originally Posted by shovelquest [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Man sorry to hear about all that lol.

of all of the fucked up things that can happen to you, catchin a few handies at a inappropriate age aint all that bad in the grand scheme of things

i feel bad for her, some real jenny from forest gump shit

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[Ekco]

[NopeNopeNopeNope]

Originally Posted by Ekco [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

wanna hear something really fucked up? i was positive i knew who killed amber hagerman for like 20 years and didn't say anything for some reason.

not to straight up dox myself but i was in her class and grew up 2 blocks from where she was taken

turns out a piece of shit molesting his daughter who in turn molested me(i enjoyed it, lets be real but the age and age difference was pretty bad) was unrelated to the murder lol

when all the church stuff started coming out i was like "oh, guess that shit is common"

still, "do you enjoy this, it's how my dad likes it" is a fucked up core childhood memory to have lol.

That’s crazy, I dunno who that is though. Surprising, because I normally watch a lotta TruCrime stuff. Don’t need to seek it out though, I’m sure I’ll stumble on the story eventually

And yea when it comes to things like molestation, or any kind of trauma really, it’s all checked against someone’s individual resiliency. Some people can have fucked up things happen to them and it bounces off their psyche like water off a duck’s back. Other people it ruins the rest of their life. And every kind of response in between. Obvious stuff like age, support system are huge factors as well

[Ekco]

Originally Posted by NopeNopeNopeNope [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

That’s crazy, I dunno who that is though.

Amber as in the Amber alert, lol.

[NopeNopeNopeNope]

Originally Posted by Ekco [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Amber as in the Amber alert, lol.

Oh shit, duh! I knew that was based on a real abduction but either never heard (or forgot, I do a decent amount of edibles lol) the story

[Ekco]

yeah i was at ground zero for the Enshittification of reality lol, or what boomers thought it was right, terrible shit has been going on forever

but it went from "do you know where your kids are" free range parenting to "people are tying to kidnap and murder your kid" real quick