Game Mechanics: Creating SHD = LD? and how to find my lost character?

[ernestopheles]

wen i tried to creat a SHD or PAL, the game will tell me U LD! [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.][You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.][You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]
and my character lost. I have found all my 6 accs in emu but my cleric and an alt nec...[You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.][You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.][You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

HELP~~~