I just got done cutting the back of my thighs with a razor blade while looking at my Nihilum app that never got accepted.
Sometimes I'll just eat a whole jar of hominy until my stomach can't handle anymore and throw it up while listening to the recordings I took of the Nihilum teamspeak for the one raid I did with them while everyone was watching and laughing at videos of children being killed and mutilated genitals and force myself to not cry as I know my life will never be complete not having been pals with those noble men.
My only wish. My only goal in life is to re-instate Nihilum on this server and live the dream I never got to see made into a reality.
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09-18-2014, 02:12 PM
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