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Old 02-20-2019, 07:09 PM
Irulan Irulan is offline
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Who could do something? You’re going to have to work on happiness. It doesn’t come naturally to anyone. It’s a full time job to not let shit get to you. Skills versus talent. Work on it
Not to bitch, but you do know I am actually really mentally retarded right? I was in special ed and locked up in a psych ward as a child. I should be killed for this and put down. I am a human piece of shit and waste.

I don't expect to ever be happy. I don't even feel worthy of happiness or entitled to be happy or whatever you fucking rejects think.

I just don't want to suffer and be a burden anymore. I don't want other people to suffer because I am retarded.

And don't you motherfuckers come out swinging over the trans bullshit. Because fuck you. #rage, that isn't the problem. I don't want to discuss this with you guys anymore.

I made it thru the military because I was a stubborn lying hard working son of a bitch who was willing to put in 500% of the effort that everyone else did. I was willing to die just to have a CHANCE to fucking "embrace the struggle". To make the cut. No I should not have gone in, but thats where retards like me often end up. It's a good portion of the population.

I don't blame you dumb asses. I am tired of "embracing the struggle", just to suffer. Even tho u dudes ARENT wrong. There is a lot going on in my life that I need to talk to a doctor about, not some dumbasses on the internet. And be honest about.

I have been embracing the struggle my whole entire damn life, without help. And I am like this close to just not embracing shit anymore except death, that isn't a threat, it's an objective statement about reality.

No I don't really think welfare is going to help to be honest and I don't really want it. I also don't want to be a burden on anyone in my family anymore.

I never had anything given to me or handed to me on a silver platter. I have had to fight tooth and nail for every god damn thing I have and have done and become.
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