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i feel u jib
sometimes I wonder if we are just subproccessors and this is all happening to someone else, but this is -my threads interpretation of events- not neccissarily true, just like when we have 10 random thoughts about the same thing. Jib your experience and feelings are valid. They are a part of my world. We aren't serial. But - someone - else - somewhere is reading this thread looking at us talking to each other and going - yeeesh before taking a hit or washing their doge or w/e pleasure is just dopa, close ur eyes and feel the sun if u can feel pleasure that way you are winning and can feel pleasure with your last exhale, not to rush things along or rush headlong to our fates. I find my motivation for existence to be strange and surreal, it used to be less so. There's a distant memory - where seeing a 'hot body' or having a good run where my time improved was ALL that mattered. That crumbles away now and leaves room for different feelings and thoughts. I am less hungry than I used to be, more easily satiated. Maybe that is part of enlightenment. Or the natural progress of this thread of existence we seem to be bubbling up into and trying to discuss. Sometime in 2018 I rolled a massive crit fail, a boss mob chunked me, and plummeted to what felt like my death in a way. I'm still here to bitch about it tho. Right now we are just typing stuff @ each other, but imagine when the other parrallel sets figure out how to put music to our words. Or maybe not our words, but the words of words of words of words that became an idea and an action? a_Lizard17 could be inspired to make a string picture of. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LtyF...ature=youtu.be starkind before starkind was even a thing, i love it when i find wierd things like this - Starkind wasn't envisioned wasn't real when this was written or made or first heard and shared. Had been given no surface thought or voice in my universe. | ||
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Last edited by magnetaress; 11-23-2020 at 04:20 PM..
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