New player help

[RecreationalMeth]

So I'm new and I'm playing a wizard (i enjoy it and dont want to change classes). I am stumped on something though. I have a spell Pillar of Fire that I need for quading and ive looked up that its a research skill. So i spent a bunch of time gathering the runes to craft it and it failed. Come to find out My skill just isnt high enough to make them. So how do people get the spells they need for their level if research is capped at low levels? I also havent seen anyone selling the spell.