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[mtb tripper]

Originally Posted by pharmakos [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

"People took such awful chances with chemicals and their bodies because they wanted the quality of their lives to improve. They lived in ugly places where there were only ugly things to do. They didn't own doodley-squat, so they couldn't improve their surroundings. So they did their best to make their insides beautiful instead."

- Breakfast of Champions by Kurt Vonnegut

I am very close to moving to Tacoma with nothing but my acoustic and about 800 dollars. I'm feeling a very long h binge. I feel as if it has come to that point of illusion and disembodiment with my peers and surroundings. I would like the people of this forums opinion on this, maybe not binging as far as threatening my life but definitely to the point where I can't comprehend what is going on around me or right from wrong, ultimate apathy. Is living on the streets of Tacoma going to be difficult?

After the 800 dollars is quickly used up, I will earn money playing on the streets with my guitar case open, earning just enough for a "snack" before the end of the day so that I won't shake. Wake up and repeat.

After my hair is dreadlocked and matted and I realize I am a worthless piece of shit and I must make something out of myself and at least pay taxes to make a small contribution to society; I will probably hitchhike back to my hometown and live off of old childhood friends and cut my hair and get a job working at a fast food establishment. Is this realistic? Could this work?

Thank you people for your time and inner honesty. With our love we can save the world