Confessions of a Rageaholic

[Goobles]

Straif man, good call quitting EQ. It's the best thing you can do for your life atm. Develop a regular sleep pattern, join a softball league or something.. who cares if your team sucks, have a beer or two and just let loose. I fucking SUCKED for 11 of 13 games.. then I started drinking at the games... and I went 6/6 with 2 rbis. Should have been more like 4-5 rbis but my team sucked. Oh well, what can you do? Go bowling or something. Get a good job, love life... make good friends. Eat well. Don't do any drugs, and don't drink too much.. unless you're in good company.

Seriously man... it's a good life. Live it.

[fugazi]

Go for a walk every day or every other day, preferably without an mp3 player. It does wonders for the mind, plus it's good for you. If you find things stack up inside you and you can't put them on a shelf, start writing. Get some paper and a pen and start writing things down that bother you, issues you're struggling with and all that jazz. Pick it up a week or two later and you'll be amazed at how you will feel about what you've written down.

I dont need to write things 'off' of me, I can do it simply by talking with friends and family, but I know it's worked wonders for people who went through some really nasty situations.

[Polyphemous]

"I didn't have anything of value on P99 so I'm sorry I can't give any leet stuff away.
I wish you had put this in the beginning of your post, would have saved me a lot of reading.

[Japan]

New experiences will free you from all of this! Make a major change in your life.

"Major" is relative, of course, and you've got to figure it out yourself. Quitting EQ was a good step. Now find something you're absolutely terrified of (and shouldn't be) and do it. This might mean hiking the Appalachian Trail for 4 months, or it might mean getting the balls together to ask out some broad.

Eventually these new experiences will lose their newness, and you might find yourself slipping back to the same rut. Do it all over again. Living is never easy.

[Hasbinbad]

Down the road please, not across the tracks..
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[Theldios]

Originally Posted by Seaweedpimp [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Boo fucking hoo.

"God" Doesnt help.

Quit whining.

I'm sorry but who are you? some anon troll who thinks relating is a whine?
Wow you really have a reading comprehension problem don't ya.
Just because God does not work for you does not it does not work for others
you child are well just that a child so go out side and play and get away from daddy's computer before he beats you again.

[PhelanKA]

Gee... Those suicide jokes never get old do they...?

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@OP - I wouldn't get help/advice from here. Get professional help or at the very least keep the Kodak moment shit to yourself. Quitting EQ and these forums would be an excellent start.

[Excision Rottun]

Fuck all these haters.

Take drugs.

Drink and smoke constantly.

Play like a champion, no regrets.

[Humwawa]

Originally Posted by Straif [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I feel like I wasted a lot of my life and I have to try and make up time but it feels like I'm not getting anywhere.

You're too young to have a midlife crisis. Eventually the enormous hormonal impulse to cram yourself into anything with tits will subside and then, my friend, the real existential horror begins. Good, good stuff is coming.

[mgellan]

Originally Posted by Straif [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I'm constantly tired, I get horrible sleep, I live most of days as if I'm dreaming / out of focus of the rest of the world. I'm either overly concerned with self image / other people / or being extremely frustrated, angry, or depressed. I need help. I don't know what to go, or where to turn. (I'm broke and my family isn't the greatest)

This (seriously) sounds like you are suffering from clinical depression. It can be fixed, and you really need to do something about it. Google it to understand the symptoms, find someone to talk to (if you're working, an employee assistance program can probably lead you to the right people.) Sometimes just understanding whats happening to you can begin the healing.

PM me if you want to chat.

Regards,
Mg