Fasting. 2 days in.

[magnetaress]

Fasting kinda dries me out. Causes constipation for me. Plus day 3, especially 4, my gut slows to a total crawl and doesn't want to wake back up until I drink broth, and nibble light low carb, no sugar things.

I guess, not shitting for 3 days while not eating = not constipated. High fat, fiber, sodium here works best, Chinese vegetables + a dumpling. Eating a ton of fruit makes me sick. Even juice intolerant. Protein to. Or 3 cups of coffee.

But tbh. I need to seriously avoid caffeine.

[magnetaress]

It's really only the one person here who regularly rolls with 4 active accounts.

Fasting a lot makes it hard to get the calories and amount of protein in needed to bulk and maintain muscle, which is actually healthier for weight loss and got me through all my worst platues ever.

I am not aiming to be real strong though. I'm ok being a wimp. Besides speed + agility + endurance > raw strength.

[Nexii]

I'll side with kitten. Doing drugs doesn't make one a bad person. Just like being a furry. No one else is harmed unless you're a psycho that somehow feels damaged by it. Or is looking to act damaged by such inconsequential differences.

[magnetaress]

It really isn't/wasn't about drugs tho. They just latched onto that line of angst cuz I mentioned detoxing.

Something ya'll need to consider: a 5 day fast. Resume eating with lots of fluid very slowly on the 6th and 7th days. And pray for forgiveness.

[Gwaihir]

You try to make a thread about the practice of spiritual aescetism, and what do we get? A feces flinging contest between a couple of rhesus monkeys. Pearls before swine.

[Nexii]

Fasting seems like artificial asceticism or self-debasement to me. Idk. The ascetic life goes beyond food. It's doing away with wealth, valuing power/prowess instead. This is the ideology of my leopardess sona. And Offering is sort of the opposite. Showing her that there is value in material things that serve mostly aesthetic purpose.

Yea the normals steer clear. Too bad there aren't any others that are more into EQ. Will say it's a bit isolating to be the only in the raid scene. Some are damaged beyond repair. An NPD ex will change your idealistic views that anyone can be redeemed or changed. It's just not the case

[imperiouskitten]

Originally Posted by Nexii [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

An NPD ex will change your idealistic views that anyone can be redeemed or changed. It's just not the case

EXACTLY what changed my worldview, heh.

I'm extending credit to every one of my fanclub yet again. I won't heckle you if you don't start in with me. Just bury it, weirdos

[Cecily]

Originally Posted by Nexii [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Some are damaged beyond repair. An NPD ex will change your idealistic views that anyone can be redeemed or changed. It's just not the case

Does anyone need to be redeemed or changed? Did you think you could do it? You have to love people for who they are and realize that you have no control over them. It's entirely on them and, yeah change is possible, if they want it. It's also really, really fucking hard. Redemption is personal, not for others to decide.

I'm wondering if your damage with your ex was a control thing and you broke when you realized you had none. Speculating because I don't know honestly, but it fucked you up and I'm sorry that happened. Your viewpoint on people seems awfully black and white. I'm scum but I'm a good person too. Same for you. Same for shithead.

[imperiouskitten]

Originally Posted by magnetaress [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Just no. Lol. Jesus. Plz.

Not once, how u looked ever really came up in our "seeeecret *big /s*" chat u were invited to but left. BTW that discord died after u left because we were all too shocked to really respond.

not you genius. it's clear this stuff is coordinated based on the swarm technique. then again, you think I'm using 4 accounts to manipulate you so there's no real point talking. we are on different planes. so plz disengage, i'm sure you've earned enough cache ITT to be crazy with the other crazies. maybe you can get into the new discord which is the one i am talking about (obviously) [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] 😬

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by imperiouskitten [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

not you genius. it's clear this stuff is coordinated based on the swarm technique. then again, you think I'm using 4 accounts to manipulate you so there's no real point talking. we are on different planes.

I am definitely not very smart and in the very stupid and angry but pretty category myself.

I'm tired of being manipulated to. Hope it ain't so.

I'm pretty sure I'm the least interesting of us all aside from my genuinely profound sarcasm from time to time.

~magneto out.