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Old 05-29-2014, 10:34 PM
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Old 05-29-2014, 10:38 PM
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I like hipsters and thongs.
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Old 05-29-2014, 10:56 PM
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Yes, I've seen several phsychologists, doctors, and a psychiatrist now.

I've done a lot of work on those issues and put a lot of thought into transitioning. I personally deem it worth the risk.

I have a lot of weird medical ... anomalies. On the other hand some of the physiologic and metabolic weirdness I go through might be helped by having an endocrinologist work on things. Like I said, my hormones in the past have been outside of the norm to begin with.

Thanks [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] I will be and am. I could be self medicated. But I'd much prefer medical help.



You would be surprised, the girl at walmart I were I bought some boyshorts today (oh boy I was tucked all day) and it felt nice ... (IKR, shouldn't it have been painful?) It was nice to have that junk all tucked up and not hanging around down there... like holy shit I could stand with m y legs closed. It felt almost more normal/right. Weird, but that's how this seems to work...

Well, she said my boyshorts (a type of girl panty) were cute, and looked comfy. I had to pay with cash and, I smiled and nodded and she said I was fine when I mentioned the price was unexpected.

Sure, maybe she saw a dude in a dress. But I'm not tormented for being me.

My biggest fear. The thing that held me back was being tortured mercilessly like when I was a kid for being different. I was really afraid of how I would be treated in society.

Shit is not as bad as one may think. Do I think I'll be more accepted? No, do I think the grass is greener on the other side? It has it's ups and downs.

Which side do I identify with, I'm a woman. I feel comfortable living my life as a woman. I deserve all the rights and privileges a woman has. And I'll take all the bullshit that comes with being a woman. I'll not let other peoples convictions dictate what kind of woman I am.

This is probably a story not told that often. You have people like katrik and you have people in full stealth. And I know many of you don't care to know anything or think I'm crazy for sharing anything so personal and important with the public. Why not make a blog about it?

Well, I have lived a long time in the EQ community. To be honest it's time to let go if it a lot more.

But, ain't worried about any bigots not giving me a job or killing me for my personal choices. I could die from Elliot Rodgers mentality any day. U don't have to be a trannie to catch the golden bb.
You were a patron and they were patronizing you this isn't unexpected. You are just seeking validation from any source you can find. If this was just about YOU feeling uncomfortable with being YOU then why the need to seek approval from others? The tranny thing is just a way to get attention. You understand people see it as off putting and unnatural but that the attention is all that matters hence this thread.

You demanding the rights and privileges of a woman is demeaning to women everywhere. They are actually dealing with stigmas and prejudices that they can not change or avoid because it is the reality of their life that they were born with an assigned gender. You are just some deluded dick fetishist with a penchant for self mutilation and a pariah complex trying to hop on some quasi-feminist bandwagon. [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]
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Old 05-29-2014, 11:07 PM
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No, and if you seriously think me being a man and masuclinizing everything is going to help feminists anywhere, your psycho. dewd.

A lot of woman don't mind/care/even prob think what I represent is nice. Again.

IDGAF about attention. But I wanted to share a lot of dumb dumbs have a misguided picture like you [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]
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Old 05-29-2014, 11:10 PM
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I like hipsters and thongs.
I went with boyshorts cause I'm new to the whole gaff thing :P But I like them all [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] And IMO boy shorts are more cozy then regulary tighty whities or other boxer/briefs.
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Old 05-29-2014, 11:17 PM
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did u turn into a tranny bc u got like the worlds smallest pecker?
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Old 05-29-2014, 11:18 PM
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I went with boyshorts cause I'm new to the whole gaff thing :P But I like them all [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] And IMO boy shorts are more cozy then regulary tighty whities or other boxer/briefs.
Boy shorts are good for tucking. I don't really tuck that much anymore.
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Old 05-29-2014, 11:19 PM
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did u turn into a tranny bc u got like the worlds smallest pecker?
Nope, seen smaller on the boards.

Really, it's just who I am. Not really more complex then that. If the world uses the world 'tranny' to describe it, oh well, it's were I just dealwithit.jpg.
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