Fasting. 2 days in.

[Cecily]

I'm practicing things I'm learning! How are you, hon? What are you into these days?

Note: Srsly not interested in maintaining our little spat fwiw.

[imperiouskitten]

Originally Posted by Cecily [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I'm practicing things I'm learning! How are you, hon? What are you into these days?

Note: Srsly not interested in maintaining our little spat fwiw.

little spat, hon, yeah this is you moving on [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] definitely grinding out sanity points for the peanut gallery, which is laughable considering the stakes and audience.

ya got demons fer brains. try and come in good faith just once like i do all the time -- in the face of actual aggressive speed freak viciousness & sadism no less. Yeah, just like you hilariously asserted: I reckon I do think I'm better than you in almost every way [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

show us that you can feel an emotion beyond embarrassment & competitive teenboy rage, "real woman". contrition? or does the envy still overpower all kindness, class, & femininity?

[imperiouskitten]

Originally Posted by Cecily [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Sorry I missed this. I haven't taken stimulants for about 1.5 years now. "Real woman" was a joke, and an obvious one which you chose to take offense to.. I think you're not very good looking at all, which is weird since you won't shut up about how good looking you are and I'm attracted to women. Please don't think I'm jealous.

How could it be an obvious joke when it's a line of attack you use all the time?

I'm not sure who you're trying to save face for, but it's done Cecily. You tanked it. Too bad your mental illness can't be fixed by sobriety. My looks are validated all over the place, you can't sell me to the contrary like when i was 10 months in. I'm sorry you can't share in the joy of becoming beautiful with me, and it has to feel adversarial by default. Your situation is clear. RIP to your dreams

[imperiouskitten]

Originally Posted by Cecily [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Ok. So write this down: Validation of a status is not same thing as having that status. I tell my cat she's a ferocious killer, when she's really not. She's never killed anything. BUT you can see how hard she's trying, so I say that to her to be nice.

I topview literally every cam site i go on, just like at age 18

Ppl flirt with me irl

Sorry you lost, but my earnings don't lie

[Nexii]

Originally Posted by imperiouskitten [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

cecily self-consciously building "sanity points" to spend in the next stalking psychosis attack like an Amnesia player

Just a normal poster here, posting! Not obsessed with anyone, how are you?

Once you can see someone as the psychopath they are, there is no going back.

Is it actual rage that others take joy when they can't feel such emotions? Or just all an act for fun or boredom? Who knows what goes on deep down there.

[Cecily]

Originally Posted by Nexii [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Once you can see someone as the psychopath they are, there is no going back.

Is it actual rage that others take joy when they can't feel such emotions? Or just all an act for fun or boredom? Who knows what goes on deep down there.

*barks* (I want you to know I giggle a little every time I reply to you with that) It's not mean-spirited, merely a love of the absurd. An adult in an animal costume who meets up with like-minded individuals to do God knows what is truly undiluted absurdity, and it makes me laugh.

Also, you should stop diagnosing people with mental disorders.

[You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]You don't even have any credentials.

[imperiouskitten]

Originally Posted by Nexii [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Once you can see someone as the psychopath they are, there is no going back.

Is it actual rage that others take joy when they can't feel such emotions? Or just all an act for fun or boredom? Who knows what goes on deep down there.

I wish I could understand better or help in some way beyond being a willing object of abuse, but the one thing I am sure about is there's boundless rage in there. She's hurting.

Just search her posts, she hasn't posted here in like a year unless it has to do with me. Either interjecting in a convo I'm in, referencing her old insults while gaslighting the other readers like she's being polite, or attacking me directly. When not actively raging, trying to build some sort of credibility so she can use it against me. Stalker.

I guess it's flattering to have one. Considering her questions about whether she should detransition, insistence that trans women aren't women etc., it must mean I've done something right if I need so badly to be knocked down. I would like to think it's as simple as her picking the wrong hill to die on, but then I remember how she treated you. She's a monster, thankfully with no power. The idea she could become a nurse helping the helpless, rape survivors, etc. is super disturbing. My mom had a lot of cancers and hospital time and had an abusive nurse more than once. Might run in the profession.

Originally Posted by Cecily [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

*barks* (I want you to know I giggle a little every time I reply to you with that) It's not mean-spirited, merely a love of the absurd. Which an adult in an animal costume who meets up with like-minded individuals to do God knows what is truly undiluted absurdity, and it makes me laugh. Thank you.

creepy post. You don't understand roleplaying at all? Really? Then you're shockingly dense, for a lifelong EQ player. In reality, though, we know you smelled a person whose identity rendered them vulnerable, and couldn't help but act on your ever-present smothering hatred. I don't believe for a second you feel a thing more positive than tortured glee in this.

PS, i don't look like your dad, that one bounces off completely. deadpan honest. sad stuff

[Nexii]

Originally Posted by imperiouskitten [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I wish I could understand better or help in some way beyond being a willing object of abuse, but the one thing I am sure about is there's boundless rage in there. She's hurting.

Just search her posts, she hasn't posted here in like a year unless it has to do with me. Either interjecting in a convo I'm in, referencing her old insults while gaslighting the other readers like she's being polite, or attacking me directly. When not actively raging, trying to build some sort of credibility so she can use it against me. Stalker.

I guess it's flattering to have one. Considering her questions about whether she should detransition, insistence that trans women aren't women etc., it must mean I've done something right if I need so badly to be knocked down. I would like to think it's as simple as her picking the wrong hill to die on, but then I remember how she treated you. She's a monster, thankfully with no power. The idea she could become a nurse helping the helpless, rape survivors, etc. is super disturbing. My mom had a lot of cancers and had an abusive nurse more than once. Might run in the profession.

It's not like I care a bit. Of the dark triad, I'll take high narc or mach over psycho anyday. In fact Nexii's ideal other Offering is rather high on the narc scale. And my bunny girl Mel is high mach. But they are tempered by low psycho and high empathic traits. Without that, you're just left with a monster.

[Mblake81]

Originally Posted by Nexii [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Once you can see someone as the psychopath they are, there is no going back.

Is it actual rage that others take joy when they can't feel such emotions? Or just all an act for fun or boredom? Who knows what goes on deep down there.

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[Kaveh]

No offense, but fasting might not be the best course for the mentally unstable. It’s usually for Buddhist monk and similarly zen types