05-19-2020, 11:34 AM
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Join Date: Dec 2015
Location: St. Pete, FL
Posts: 1,541
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Originally Posted by Sibelia1
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You don't have to put me on ignore. I am highly intelligent rly and I don't really shiptoast that much. Sometimes I provide incomparable insight in fact. Incomparable -- to my great horror, as I don't place a lot of emphasis on getting my ideas in front of people in a serious sense! And I have decided a long time ago that I'm educated & talented enough to be a stupid talking head character. Because the other people out there doing that are murderers. So I phase in and out, pretending I am producing meaningful resistance when im not busy BEGGING my bf for things. and kinda hardening my approach as I get ready. i have more than one manuscript and stuff that i never did anything with, and I have deleted many many more, and possess very little of my own writing. i am a psycho. yeah i guess.
So, maybe my posts are "crazy ass", but I am experiencing a manic episode because I made several 10s of thousands of $ in the last few months, after losing the use of both hands and all income last year. And so all of my gatekept dreams are unlocked, and I have had a pretty nice little series of life triumphs. I have been buying a lot of very expensive clothes at COVID collapse-terror prices, and getting alot more attention and friendships lately (i look kinda scary put together and "perfect", lol, in my $600 pieces, for the first time in my life, and it has been my life goal for a very long time so I am just overjoyed) ^_^
I'm not actually rich, and I'm not better than other ppl. FYI. i am just a spoiled gorl. with fascinating hobbies.
I am also taking care of some tumultuous romances. It's an intense period for me. But I swear I am worth reading! Over time I have received credit for a number of inspirations, most commonly fitness inspo but i used to get credit for some writing now and then too. I have even had ppl from here call themselves "FANS" of me ^^
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what the fuck did i just read?
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