Lent.

[Snortles ban appeal]

Originally Posted by feniin [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

It's like a live stream of a mental breakdown in here. Yikes.

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by Gwaihir [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Thank for pointing me toward exodus 14. It really helped to flesh out what the spirit was trying to reveal to me in Genesis 32.

Tomorrow is a good time to review exodus 15, I think....

Good night

You're welcome. I actually read a bit of genesis with Jacob yesterday too. Probably because I followed some links to it after you referenced Genesis.

I felt as I woke up, had sleep paralysis and couldn't see or hear. I felt someone draw a wet cross between my brow and felt someone lay a hand gently on each side of my head. It seemed. Sadly the inability to move panicked me into screaming and trying to force myself awake.

The sensation was of real touch, not terrifying in itself. I have only felt that before though when it felt like someone was holding me down (terrifying then). So distinctly "real". Feeling. Different though. Like I could sense no harm was meant.

I like to break fast in the evening just before rest as it helps calm me. Even a 200-400 calorie morsel of vegetable juice or hummus on toast helps me calm and rest easy.

Eating too much or fried food or too much protein with no carb seems to do me in. Or a lot of cheese.

Looks like I'm getting away with last nights debauchery. I can't seem to arrange a proper meal unless I do it myself. Which is challenging, for reasons I refuse to go into in this thread.

I miss making my own wholesome sourdough. That and some hummus, olives, and maybe a crumb of cheese and the occasional jalapeño or pepper or piece of fruit was the best I ever felt.

[magnetaress]

Matthew 6:16-18

Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full. But when you fast, put oil on your head and wash your face, so that it will not be obvious to others that you are fasting, but only to your Father, who is unseen; and your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.

Also read the bit about the Marah. And exodus 15. Seems legit. The Orthodox Jewish Bible so far with a little research, I find most intriguing. The Tree of Life one isn't terrible. But IDK. I think it's good to contemplate on the deeper and original meaning. Rather than just follow a lay learning. Or interpretation. In making something accessible and palatable to the state culture, we destroy it, it's truth, and neuter the power of it.

Stuff like.

Thine nachalah, in the place, Hashem

And

Mi Chamochah
https://www.adatelohim.org/worship/p.../mi-chamochah/

Anyway. For serious, I should learn the forgotten languages of the levant.

Always wanted to learn Cuneiform, Assyrian. Sumerian. Egyptian. And Hebrew.

Seems like everyone I know who has. Learned little known secrets that the state and contemporary churches are hostile or ambivalent towards.

What's your favorite Bible or testament?

Da'as. Spidey sense.

[Gwaihir]

I like the Complete Jewish Bible, with the Orthodox Jewish Bible, the Good News Catholic Bible, and the Tree of Life version as secondary sources since the OJB can be a bit daunting and difficult to discern without a thorough background in the etymology of the hebrew language/ Aramaic?

[Gwaihir]

I'm also going to buy a Brenton's as my physical bible, since it is a Septuagint translation, instead of being based on the Masoretic Text. I would also like to learn Koine Greek, Latin, and the lost languages of the Levant.

[Gwaihir]

Also, it's crazy when you read the song in chapter 15 because it starts with "who is like God" as the preamble using the hebrew words "Mi Chamochah"

These two words, in the English language, are pronounced "Michael"; (Mi-Cha-EL) the same spirit that the adoptionist perspective names as the spirit which infused Yeshua, or Ieso, upon baptism.

The Christianity that we sell, is not the Christianity that we adopt. Some words to resonate on.

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by Gwaihir [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I'm also going to buy a Brenton's as my physical bible, since it is a Septuagint translation, instead of being based on the Masoretic Text. I would also like to learn Koine Greek, Latin, and the lost languages of the Levant.

Cool, going to check out Brenton's as well.

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by Gwaihir [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Also, it's crazy when you read the song in chapter 15 because it starts with "who is like God" as the preamble using the hebrew words "Mi Chamochah"

These two words, in the English language, are pronounced "Michael"; (Mi-Cha-EL) the same spirit that the adoptionist perspective names as the spirit which infused Yeshua, or Ieso, upon baptism.

The Christianity that we sell, is not the Christianity that we adopt. Some words to resonate on.

I'll let you in on a secret. This is quite auspicious.

[Gwaihir]

It's both auspicious and capricious.

It provides a great deal of context to matthew 10:16

“Pay attention! I am sending you out like sheep among wolves, so be as prudent as snakes and as harmless as doves.
Mattityahu (Mat) 10:16 CJB

https://bible.com/bible/1275/mat.10.16.CJB

Remember, the struggle within each individual is their own undertaking. We do not save, for salvation and/or judgement is the jurisdiction of Adonai, and Adonai alone. That is HIS cross, to bear. Our cross is weighty enough as it is.

[magnetaress]

Food for thought. Don't let my rambling, dissembling. Paranoia. Confusion trouble you.

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