Tbqvfah I hope not, but every damn time I push even a little bit it seems like the hand of God bitch slaps me into oblivion until I stay in bed 3 days, and if I keep pushing the pain is fucking horrible and I just have to take long naps to even do little things. Been like this awhile. Probably partly why I just live isolated on the forums. I have done like everything right to try to heal / cure my own damn self and nothing really improves.
Used to do a full days work as well as run, exercise, and yoga and travel + cook and clean.
The idiots running the psyche ward pushed me for like two straight weeks. Pretty sure this is why I collapsed and ended up in the ER.
I'm not psycho and the fucking doctors are assholes probably because I am trans, not super fucking rich.
Commence being Jerks about it.