ME/CFS

[magnetaress]

Tbqvfah I hope not, but every damn time I push even a little bit it seems like the hand of God bitch slaps me into oblivion until I stay in bed 3 days, and if I keep pushing the pain is fucking horrible and I just have to take long naps to even do little things. Been like this awhile. Probably partly why I just live isolated on the forums. I have done like everything right to try to heal / cure my own damn self and nothing really improves.

Used to do a full days work as well as run, exercise, and yoga and travel + cook and clean.

The idiots running the psyche ward pushed me for like two straight weeks. Pretty sure this is why I collapsed and ended up in the ER.

I'm not psycho and the fucking doctors are assholes probably because I am trans, not super fucking rich.

 

p.s. you would be really "depressed and try to kill yourself" if this was your life for like a year and ppl treated you like shit to top it all off

Commence being Jerks about it.