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Andddddddd I relapsed. Waste of twenty bucks because I barely got a rush. Sit was suppose to be good this kids been hyping it up for weeks but perhaps the suboxone built up from the day prior and the week partially blocked it. Afterwards I felt horrible for using and it's making me not want to use again. I wish I would of just taken subs today that's how I feel. I miss having a streak of seven days. Using today has made me more against dope then I was prior. I'm all set to use tomorrow after my doctors appointment. After the shot tomorrow I'm gonna stick with it and try to beat my mark of seven days. I already feel bad about tomorrow so well see.
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Get new friends. Eliminate anyone in your life that uses. Until then you will keep failing at life.
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I'm now in the middle of week 4 without weed. I've not been enjoying this time, but I know I can beat this addiction (mental, not physical). You faltered today. All you can do is start over tomorrow, and stay clean.
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Kalila Hart: Human Druid <Europa> Lemmi Kilmaster: Halfling Warrior <Europa> Wolfang: Human Monk Estolcles: Human Paladin *Thread postings and responses are 99.9999% of the time not representing the thoughts and beliefs of Europa, including any/all of it's members and officers. "You chicken chokin' pecker puke!" ~Terry Funk | |||
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Dude, you failed so horribly. Get help... or the Prenerf Twinkies will get you!
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Estolcles Guerrero: Human Paladin <Europa>
Kalila Hart: Human Druid <Europa> Lemmi Kilmaster: Halfling Warrior <Europa> Wolfang: Human Monk Estolcles: Human Paladin *Thread postings and responses are 99.9999% of the time not representing the thoughts and beliefs of Europa, including any/all of it's members and officers. "You chicken chokin' pecker puke!" ~Terry Funk | ||
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And each time I've used I've felt bad and guilty which is something I haven't before but this may no last. I want and am ready to be clean more than anytime before. I want to want to be clean more than anything in the world. | |||
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Bret Hart is my #1 all time and I love Eddie Guerrero. I haven't been watching as much since punk lost the belt and I only started watching since punks epic pipe bomb. And I stopped watching when Austin broke his neck and was off tv for a year in the late 90s. But e Wyatt family is the best thing to happen in along time I like their gimmick a lot but I a haven't seen any wrestle. My favorite one is the one with the black beard, not bray.
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" I want to be clean, but I keep taking drugs. "
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Give up your meaningless struggle, grab a kitchen a knife and go into the wilderness and wait for your deity to give you a good death.
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