I just got out of my first detox today

[Estolcles]

Originally Posted by susvain0362 [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

That's more clean time baby. Yesterday clean and today I will also be clean. The real problem I tomorrow. After I take,y drug test and pas it and have a full seven days before my next one I can easily get high for another two or three days. I don't want to!

Then DON'T! Spend the money you'd use on drugs on something else. Like food, or a game, or a trip to the strip club. Just don't spend it on drugs. Try to stay clean!

[susvain0362]

I gave Away the keys because a car is all I need to come up on a bag or two. I haven't been able to delete my dealers numbers outta my phone, they're valuable! What if some bozo hits me up to get dope and I can make some money off him! They're really good connects as far as quickness, price, quality....its hard to give up my 3main people. I have 45bucks I made the past couple days and I wanna save itni don't wannabe waste it on the strip club or a game but I don't wanna just waste it on 5minutes of fun aka a dope bag.

[MaksimMazor]

Might as well start dealing

[petecory]

Originally Posted by MaksimMazor [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Might as well start dealing

[CharlesBarkley]

Originally Posted by susvain0362 [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I gave Away the keys because a car is all I need to come up on a bag or two. I haven't been able to delete my dealers numbers outta my phone, they're valuable! What if some bozo hits me up to get dope and I can make some money off him! They're really good connects as far as quickness, price, quality....its hard to give up my 3main people. I have 45bucks I made the past couple days and I wanna save itni don't wannabe waste it on the strip club or a game but I don't wanna just waste it on 5minutes of fun aka a dope bag.

You're all set.

[Auchae]

Didn't read all of this but I was slamming coke and heroin for about 5 years before I got clean. Have been to rehab 4 times and multiple halfway houses. Luckily have only overdosed 3 times as far as I know.. From these last posts it sounds like you aren't quite ready to quit, and that's alright, man, but it doesn't get better. You think you were going hard before you got clean the first time.. just wait. You'll go harder and harder everytime you go back.

[gotrocks]

posting for support.

please delete your dealer's numbers, bro. Take the advice of those wiser than you in this matter. Get a new phone number as well. People should only be hitting you up for YOU, not your connects.

good luck. keep your head up, but out of the clouds.

[idontbuff]

Just go smoke some fuckin weed, goddamn. You want to get high, go get high on something that won't ruin your life. Or just don't do drugs at all if you can't handle drinking a beer or smoking a lil bud in substitution.

[Turtles]

Good luck.

[susvain0362]

Originally Posted by idontbuff [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Just go smoke some fuckin weed, goddamn. You want to get high, go get high on something that won't ruin your life. Or just don't do drugs at all if you can't handle drinking a beer or smoking a lil bud in substitution.

I use to smoke weed everday for a couple years, then it became percs and wed, then dope. Not saying weed led me here. Just sayingmimgot bored of weed, amd weed isnt kmportant and no money to spare for it when i got a dope habit. When imwas doing dope smoking weed would makemme go nuts. Id get crazy paranoid andfeel guilty and id throw away my heron. I only did it a few times because i knew it was gonna happen. Id smoke and then feel incredibly guilty, like omg wtf am i i doing with my life, how can i do this to my body, i am ruining my life. I flushed dope two different times. So i couldmt smoke anymore.