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View Poll Results: Do it? | |||
Yes | 14 | 41.18% | |
No | 15 | 44.12% | |
7,057 day anniversary | 10 | 29.41% | |
Multiple Choice Poll. Voters: 34. You may not vote on this poll |
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#111
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I never once said you were bad tonight. Being upset isn't bad. It's normal. Please don't take it out on me with death threats.
I just wanted to cheer you up and let you know I cared. | ||
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#112
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If I don't die soon. Ill just be doing this again in 10 years with new people telling me about their new Armageddon.
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Hope so. I'm out for night. Take care Ret.SaxonAlex. | |||
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#114
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why you guys always got to fight lol
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#115
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Just like my parents lol. they keep ignoring my story like you all do. I can't keep repeating my story over and over, while still being tortured and being counciled on my behavior.
I've imagined that Antifa is just torturing me so I do something crazy. So they can say, "This is exactly what happens to black people!" And maybe they will get what they want, with my death or perminate destruction of my life. But I cant do this repeated story and being ignored. I'd rather fight to death against the cops. Maybe I was hitler in a past life and suicide is the only escape. | ||
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If the secret society saves me one day my life might not be bad. But if I am stuck in this fake world forever, suicide is inevitable, and maybe my life is worse than any others will ever imagine. If they were ever real enough to imagine it. | |||
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just a metaphor as far I remember. They forced injected me with what I thought was snake venom. but I think I asked for it previously, before I went into the mental hospital. Like by saying, "I wonder if putting minor snake venom in me would make me feel better. Because I would feel shitty for a while and then once its gone I would feel better." I think I asked them to put snake venom in me so I could feel like shit, and then feel better after. I also said something like, "If you want me to start Armageddon you have to stop torturing me for a bit." and they stopped. Then that was the only time I ever really believed maybe it was all in my head. Then I then again said something like, "If you want me to start Armageddon at least give me 100 bucks first." and then I found a 100 dollars on the street. Maybe too much info but ehh... | |||
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